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beeduo UK meetup is the only thing keeping me going at this point 

Does anyone that has ao3 have any good karlnapity fanfics with fluff, please I beg

CW!! me complaining more
          
          
          
          
          
          I am so disappointed, we could have had a totally platonic Valentine's anime date but she had to work today wtf. I was so excited and I miss talking to her so much and we could have had that time to ourselves. I hate it here. She even said yes, like I thought she would say no or she already had plans or smth but she actually said yes before her work scheduled her. Fuck. I can't shake these feelings for her either so I know it wouldn't have been a completely platonic date on my part but still having a platonic date would have been so nice I just really miss spending time with her other than snapchat messages. I hate that I'm so clingy. I also know that she probably doesn't like me nearly as much as I like her and never will. I have to be pessimistic about the situation or I will end up hurting myself LOL.
          
          Saline Solution has been stuck in my head for like 3 days what is up with that

Happy Loser Day to all you guys gals and nonbinary pals <3  
          
          I spent all day on Twitch.tv as per usual

just gave her flowers after the concert, feeling good 
          
          my entire body is shaking and my thoughts are jumbled

I am so numb rn LOL poggers 

Something about Ranboo's character canonically being 8'5 ft makes me just so... extremely excited and happy. 
          
          HE'S SO FUCKING TALL AKAJSLSJSKSNKDK

"I burn you?"
          
          "You melt me.."
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
          pain.

Why do I not sound like Gundham Tanaka </3

I'm not sure if I want to be Mikhail Jirov or be with Mikhail Jirov, either way he's fucking HOT