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Oh boy another LGBT rant. Hip hip horray. 
          Maybe a few days ago, I was in a different state to see my dad. We went to a dog park for a wile and honestly it wasn't fun. For some reason my dad was just really frustrated. I didn't know why.
          Do you know those dog things that pick up the tennis ball and you can throw it? We had just bought one of those. And I was HELLa bored because well the dog doesn't know how to fetch yet. So when he dropped it I kicked the ball away. He tried to go for the ball again. But I kicked it away and we were both laughing. But what I didn't know what that he was going to fucking HIT my SHIN with the hard ass plastic. I glared and kicked it rather far away and the threw it at me. It's hit me in the ducking HEAD. What did I DO?! What the hell
          We got over that quickly. I just brushed it off. Who cares he mad or whatever. So we get to a beach area where the dogs play and we were fine for a wile. Suddenly maybe twenty minutes later I crossed my legs. It's a habit I have but I'm trans therefore I want to get outta the habit. And I kept doing it and I was getting frustrated and my dad noticed. He asked me what was wrong and I told him it was nothing. He pushed for more info so I finally told him. 
          
          "I'm crossing my legs I gotta stop doing that; boys don't do that." 
          
          He looked me dead in the eye. "But you're not a boy." 
          
          I literally almost cried. Not only had I told him I was trans, but I even put up with him buying me female clothing. I acted like I wanted all of it. I really didn't. Sorry I'm only writing this now I finally have free time

BEFORE I MAKE THE MISTAKE 
          BEFORE I LEAD WITH THE WORST OF ME 

@Heros12345 lol rite

@Heros12345 sorry its a thing i do 

@Heros12345 inspired by the video. I just put it in words to make ppl sad XD

@Heros12345 same tho

@Heros12345 i know im so sorry XD

Okay so im sitting at a dinner table with my family for my great grandmothers birthday, and my granmother called me jake (n inside joke, she calls me jake from state farm). And my aunt looks at me and says, "i cant tolorate your hair being as short as it is, but you are not a boy!" I almost cried. I am genderfluid, and mostly like being male. Ive told most of my family and ive been called "brave" "discrace" and "odd child". Those im okay with, but my aunt literally yelling at me hurt. I sit writing this up stairs in the spare bedroom, on the verge of tears. Why cant i be accepted? Even if it is just a phase. I would like if my family accepted me for who i was, because im still me. No matter who i am. I can remember them telling me they would love me no matter what. Looks like im tied to a family of liars. Thank you fir taking the time to read this, whoever you are. And if you dont agree or support lgbt, then keep your comments to yourself friend. Just because we arent like you, DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN  E RUDE AVOUT IT.