my goal is that if I ever start to write a book I will do it in a way that whoever opens it is gonna think that it was written 100 years ago, the style, the language, everything
no one talks about how hard it is for asexuals to write sexual attraction in their characters and I just realized that I avoid it or write it from experience of what I've read and sometimes I'm like ?? is that what it's supposed to be like ?? is that even correct?? is this how my character would describe it or feel it?? idk!!
I still can't believe that the only thing i gained from my internship is a rabbit bc my boss' son was allergic so I told her I'd adopt her rabbit and she was like ok and the next day I randomly showed up at home with a rabbit lmao,, core memory >>