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trying to choose between one of like 40 moodboards of an old, beloved OC of mine (as my new background) is so tuff when every single one is a fave. anyway, Alex DeSantis supremacy >>>
          
          (and no, I will not be changing my pfp anytime soon, I just wanted my two boys on display lmao)

Flowers For Algernon + The Long Walk fics when??? (soon lmao)

EVERYONE SHUT UP, THE TRAILER FOR THE LONG WALK DROPPED TODAY, AAAAAAAH!!!! (My favorite Stephen King novel aside from Apt Pupil)(my book Feast is loosely inspired by it)(Stebbins, my boy, I hope the movie doesn't hold back for his insane ahh)

bought and reread Flowers For Algernon for the first time in a few years.... ahhhhh, I love the smell of heartbreak in the afternoon (still recovering). I was kind of surprised I read it so quickly (three hours) but now I'm kind of contemplating a tribute fic. I just love Charlie Gordon so much.
          
          fun fact, he partially inspired my OC Ollie Varga (from New Year's Day)! and FFA is canonically Ollie's favorite book of all time.
          
          the more you know lol.
          
          - J.

new Kurt fic dropped except I'm taking it super duper slow because I learned my lesson with rushing creativity recently. three chapters per week hopefully? we'll see what the Lord has in store for us. cheers!
          
          - J.

If there's anyone who should've never had a death day, it should be Kurt. I miss you so much, angel. My funny little Alien Boy. Damn heroin, damn depression, damn it all. It never makes sense that you're gone. But here we are, right?
          
          I'm glad you reached your dreams while you were here though. I hope you watch us reach ours. Say hi to Layne for me.
          
          RIP. <3

So heartbroken over the loss of Val Kilmer. This man inspired so much of my work, it kills me to even make this post. Tombstone, Heat, Prince of Egypt, The Doors, Batman Forever, Top Gun, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Real Genius, the list goes on... so many classics that are cornerstones in my household. May he rest in peace. ♡

I really need to bring back my American History X fic one day (it was not romantic--it was an assignment I did for my world history class and then uploaded here). I swear it was the inspiration for the latter half of This is Trash and if I edit it, it would probably cook.

in case nobody has seen the prefaces for some of my work yet, I do have an editing team that pops up here from time to time to work on things. they're mostly just irls but once they get settled in, i do plan on letting them publish some of their own original work here too. be sure to treat them with the same kindness and respect you'd give anyone else, especially if they happen to answer messages and comments! :) cheers
          
          - J.

I also have some novellas and other things planned so this page isn't just featuring predominantly dark af work lmao, I know how odd it seems to see a barrage of 18+ novels but I swear I will eventually have a balance of fanfiction and original fiction. Right now I'm just prioritizing my own work, planning fics, and making graphics before I really get to writing a shit ton of everything else.