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@Infired_JamJar *throws agressive ok signs*

@cozyoongi aww it's np, you're really sweet yourself ♡

@-STARCHIM you're too kind :(( ♥

@cozyoongi oh tyy ♡
            and you're books honestly seem interesting so I doubt i'll fall asleep reading them

@-STARCHIM i agree

@-STARCHIM when I said I don't get it, I also meant that maybe she doesn't realize that staying home might be the cause but also the consequence of being hurt...
            loneliness hurts
            indifference hurts
            carelessness hurts
            and people basically don't do anything on those cases
            and I can totally understand people who are hestitant about talking to a therapist - not all of them are good at what they do, and you feel worse when you finally gather the courage to ask for help and you're getting slapped across the face when they're not actually not helping at all...
            it makes you feel like you're even worse than you thought instead of making you feel better...
            everything around us is constantly pointing at us how imperfect we are, unfitting, how could we not feel out of place under their scrutinizing gaze?
            whereas we need to be accepted how we just are, we need to be cherished for what we are, and not for fitting somebody else's expectations...
            we need more tolerance, more patience and most of all more love...

@kookainee_ I agree with literally everything you said and I wish the best for you too; to open up with a trusted person and to not suffer alone if you are still having this problem. love you lots too ♡ and thank you so so much for telling, it made me feel better to know it isn't just me

@Laety_KC Yeah I didn't really get it either, but ik she's talking about how i'm a homebody and don't really go out or enjoy doing chores around the house. I do consider she just may be denying it or like you said; doesn't know how to handle it, but Idk..she contradicts herself. She sorta complains that I never open up to her, but when I try to, I get shut down. And thank you sm, I'll try not to blame myself or think i'm overreacting (love beams back) ♡

@-STARCHIM I totally understand you
            it must be frustrating at times...
            let me know if I can help
            and trust yourself :
            you've been doing great so far, 
            so there's no way you cannot get better.
            One of my fav authors said 
            "Do the best you can until you know better.
            Then when you know better, do better"

@Laety_KC Yeah, I've decided I wanna finish or almost be finished with the book before actually publishing it so Ik that it'll get done so I've been working on a lot of different ideas and stuff since..2018 but I haven't made tremendous progress in my writing
            But i'll definitely keep trying and thank you for encouraging me! ♡

@-STARCHIM don't pressure yourself so much
            how about starting sth before deciding you failed?
            fighting!

@-STARCHIM AHHAHAHAHA