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im so sick and so tired of crying because of the same fvcking reason every single day. it’s so overwhelming and so frustrating and i feel like im living in a loop of my own expectations being crushed and my heart being turned to dust again and again. 
          im trying. 
          im trying.
          
          im trying. 
          
          and yet i can’t bring myself to not hope that maybe she will start caring like i do. 
          but at the same time loving like this comes with the burden of this pain and i don’t want that for her, because i can’t even imagine being the reason why her tears are dancing on her face like ghosts, leaving traces deep like scars. 
          and i don’t want to imagine her being less than happy. ever again. 

hello ! i hope ur okay bb <3

sometimes i think my brain is just making up sexual tension between two same sex characters because im legit so starved of actual lgbtq+ representation in the media, but then i look at them and go "nah mate, they're just really gay for each other"

@flairvoyance aww thank you so much but can we take a moment to talk about your aesthetic? literal chef kisses 

check this out yall it's so worth it omg
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/278105120

nostalgia is a liar. nothing was ever as good as you remember it to be. there's a reason you don't talk to that person anymore, there's a reason you're not part of each other's lives. don't trust nostalgia. the past is just a trap, don't get stuck in it. don't think about it anymore. move on. 

hey! ily <3

Sărut mânuțele tale, dragă persoană! Voiam să îi mulțumesc domniei tale pentru follow, înseamnă mult pentru acest om de rând. Să îți dea Han Jisung sănătate. 

i am an infj and my house is ravenclaw HELLO! 

Thanks for follow