Please try not to be suicidal, dear one. Your life, just like so many others is so important. Don't limit yourself, but don't make bad choices- what would your death do to make things better? Nothing. Nothing at all. It would only create sadness and horrible, horrible things. Please hang on, as I do not believe your time on this Earth is up just yet.
Everyone has a purpose, all of those equally great and important as the next. Everyone is such a splendid and wonderful being- why should that make you any different?
You are beautiful, but you need guidance. Be brave and find the courage you need to get help, it will truly prove so very helpful. Especially to those who surround you. Seek the love and light in people, and don't be afraid to look for help. You can do this- your life is definiatley worth it.
If you ever need help, don't fear to ask for it, even if it's me. I will always be here to guide those in need, you need only ask of me.
Hang on and make the good times count. The good things don't always outweigh the bad things that happen in life, but it doesn't mean they can't shine like the stars above, in the black abyss that surrounds it. Seek the stars, and may you have many blessings, love and miracles follow you on your way to health. Good-luck, and keep strong.