ugh that is trash let me redo it. happy birthday emma <3 and i dont know if u celebrate christmas but if you do happy christmas ugh this just shows how i barely know anything ab you except the fact that we're from the same continent. we've known each other for nearly 2 years and im so happy that you are a part of my life. and i know i keep repeating it but im honestly so happy you decided to hit up my dms that day cause otherwise i woulve missed out on you. emma you're an amazing person, your energy is unmatched i swear lets go back to the times you gave me immediate replies <3 hella heart eyes for you and its kind of sad we dont talk a lot and thats on me for dipping and using preparing for the sats as an excuse but its really not and i swear wallahi when i take the exam and pass i'll be active and ready to receive you and ann's messages i promise so pls put up with me until then. i really hope life is treating you well, and i hope you are happy with the career choice you will eventually choose and remember dont give into peer or family pressure cause its YOUR life and you get to decide how you live it. i never really saw you but i know that the young lady behind the screen is stunning and you might say im exaggerating but im really not considering the fact that your personality itself is so emma like, used emma like cause i couldnt find a word that could describe you exactly and mind you my vocab is very limited so <3 and obv patiently waiting for the day you open a insta account but some things are reserved for this stupid orange app/ website im just blabbering atp but i love u and i notice that u like to say you love me more or most and you might but i'll jsut say it here, my love for u is indescribable, and i trust you. hi i hope u hear this sound and if u actually listen u can and thats my heartbeat thumping bc it very well knows you exist so thank you. thank you sticking with me. thank you for accepting me regarding religion differences. thank u for existing.
