@-syougaidesu_
I’m alive I swear my mental health has just been really bad
I’m not dead yet
I’ll confess some stuff so ppl stop coming to me bitching
I am
Not a mentally well person
I never have been and frankly I don’t believe I will be
It only gets worse
So
Stop making it worse by coming to me and cumming on my back over stuff
I really like music but I’m very sad when my teachers talk the whole lesson and don’t let me work on my own time so I can listen to music
I have a deep hatred for this one VKei bandmen and I can’t put my finger on why but maybe it’s cuz he condones racism!..
Yay I don’t have class tomorrow AND I got my SenketsuAkochan tapestry
Manifesting everyone in this class explodes
I feel no morals for flies
I like watching them drown in water bottles I trap them in
God I hate self diagnosed ppl who think autism is just how they act
No
It’s how you view things and morals
I still barely understand trans people my autism is so bad
My hyperfixations cause me to pull hair out because people correct me on it
Autism isn’t some “silly goober” disorder that makes you think you’re silly
It goes deeper than that
@FluorescentShark god I hate when ppl fucking baby me becuz I’m autistic
I’m mostly the same when people who self diagnose themselves with ocd or adhd and act like it’s a silly little trait cause they can’t focus and all that stuff- but with someone who does have ocd- it is not a fun thing to have at all- there was a time where I was interrupted in my nightly routine becuase my grandpa didn’t understand ocd yet or why I still had it like- it’s not something that goes away- but anyway- once I was interrupted, I ended up checking the locks and staring at them so much that I ended up being there for almost an hour and this was during 11 PM might I add- and with adhd- honestly- it truly depends on which type of adhd if you don’t focus or not-
I like music, it makes me happy and calm, music doesn’t have expectations for me, music doesn’t force me to work everyday, music doesn’t rip me out of my comfort zone, music is good
I love my cat
I miss my dad
I really hope he’s missing me wherever he is rn