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i decided i finally had the balls to log in to here this shit don't bother me no more. it was a good run. that said i'm GROWN now and not going down this path again. appreciative of all those who stuck around and still read my shit.
          
          first fandom experiences always, well, an experience. but i learned, and i grew. both as a writer, and as an individual. i'm ready to let go of this chapter ( no pun intended ) of my life.
          
          i still write btw, that'll never stop. after today, i don't think i'll ever log back into here again.
          
          i don't know who is still here or will even see this, but thanks for reading. i'm out. 

@marilynsmanson IS THAT U CYP 

how did i barely lose any followers after being inactive 3 whole years i'm crine 

hi ;)

adore you <3! 

not people still reading my crack 

coming back to this account makes me feel so sad. merely because of the memories i had with it (good and bad). if anything, i hate some of the routes i took here, but at the same time i'm too sentimental to delete it. people still support a couple of my works and it really just warms my heart. indeed, i've grown a lot since, but even so, this was a huge chapter of my life (pun intended, also both negative and positive). i wouldn't say i want to come back, as i've moved on from it, but i do wish i could have made a bigger, more influential and more positive impact whilst i was here. anyways, enough of that. thanks for reading, whoever you are. 

if y'all looking for me i'm here. 

whenever you find this — you’re awesome :)

@dearbetsey 
          
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