-thefxrgxttenflxwer

“where’s monday gone off to?”

-thefxrgxttenflxwer

pinkie promise, i’ll still love your garden
          even with no flowers
          even with no flowers
          doctor’s orders, don’t be brokenhearted
          time will still be ours
          time will still be ours
          never thought that something
          something so tragic
          could ever happen to
          our peaceful little perfect family
          promise, promise to love you
          you and the children
          carousel spinning
          a neighborhood will always be this pretty. 
          bombs are falling on monday morning
          waiting for the news together
          an explosion any moment
          you make moments last forever and ever. 
          eyes like hazel twinkle in the starlight
          even when they’re crying
          even when they’re crying
          constellations forming on the scarlines
          even when they’re dying
          love will still be trying. 
          
          never thought that something
          something so tragic
          could ever happen to
          our peaceful little perfect family
          promise, promise to love you
          you and the children
          carousel spinning
          a neighborhood will always be this pretty. 
          bombs are falling on monday morning
          waiting for the news together
          an explosion any moment
          you make moments last forever.

-thefxrgxttenflxwer

;; my abuser's account is still up... they hardly used wattpad but please please please report the account @/ret*rdedgodcomplex (the "a" is blocked out, i don't want to say the slur but they have the A in their account) 
          please report it, both for saying a slur and for assaulting me in 2020.

j-jellyfiish

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@-thefxrgxttenflxwer 
            
            glad to hear it. that person sounds like an asshole.
            
            -cedric
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-thefxrgxttenflxwer

@j-jellyfiish 
            ;; it’s gone now! and don’t worry, you’re not speaking out of turn. the person was extremely ableist and often said slurs that he could not reclaim. 
            thank you for checking in, though! when i looked this morning, the account was still up, but as of right now i can’t find it in my muted accs so therefore it’s deleted :)
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j-jellyfiish

@-thefxrgxttenflxwer 
            
            i don't want to speak out of turn--is their account still up today? i tried looking for it and i cannot find it. 
            regardless, if they even have the term "god complex" in their username, they're awful. "god complex" is not a term that should ever be used by anyone, due to the ableist past and connotations of it. 
            
            -cedric
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-thefxrgxttenflxwer

;; this is my comfort account btw 
          it's a nice calming color, the color of the muse's eyes

emma_likes_to_write

@-thefxrgxttenflxwer tell him I said you're welcome lol
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emma_likes_to_write

@-thefxrgxttenflxwer yes, I absolutely love this color :)
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