officially retiring as a nj writer. you will still be seeing a few of my old nj works nevertheless, if i feel like it. but otherwise, expect new ships instead. well, i actually just wanted to retire as a writer in general, but years of my journey would genuinely not let me stay away, because despite losing motivation in one of the ships, i do still have plans on working on others. plus, writing has been an on and off hobby of mine since 2018, and suddenly letting go would only require clown music playing in the background, because i'll definitely come crawling back. that being said, i won't exactly disappear forever. i'd just be moving my attention and focus to other ships, because my nj drive has genuinely burntout (meaning, i won't even try to proofread my old works. meaning, they'll either be fully changed up to suit other ships, or they'll come out as they are, depending on my mood).
i do admit that changing my old fics to fit other ships will be incredibly difficult and need a lot of work because most of my works are very exclusively realistic and unique to nj, but i think i could do it as long as i have the motivation to write for those specific pairs. i don't know if this is exciting, or disappointing to everyone, but i wanted to let everyone know anyway.