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THIS IS EMBARRASSING HELPPPP

so, one of my really close irl friend is leaving me, and can't stop balling my eyes out. honestly, help.

holy shit, i miss you alot; i should've never done that :((

happy pride month :))

Today, I'm thinkin' about the things that are deadly
          The way I'm drinkin' you down
          Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me.
          -bury a friend , b. eilish.

I know I make you afraid
          you should be very afraid.
          -the reaper , aboogie.

another late  post but;
          merry-chrysler

oof sorry for being late but
          happy fucking birthday to my baby;
          also happy birthday to my bestest of friend;
          also happy birthday to my male friend

i am so fucking happy, and proud of myself.
          more than i've ever been in my life

you know what
          i am tired of
          your bullshit
          just leave, you
          were the main source
          of my depression until i
          cut you out of my life i was fine
          but then i let you back in and 
          my life falls apart .
          may i say "AGAIN"
          now im tired of you
          i don't think i want
          to even befriend you
          AGAIN. im so sick of it
          im sick of you. also
          lord am i tired of people
          sadly, you ruined my life.
          i wonder if it will ever be the
          same again
          this may be harsh but
          the truth hurts doesn't it
          and you know exactly who you
          are. oh and let me give you a
          life check, not everyone is going to 
          break your heart like 'i did'
          not everything is my fucking FAULT.
          well oops i cant say the same to you.
          and you know what you can hate
          me after this, but hey im not the 
          one caring anymore; i dont give a shit.
          what i am trying to say is i dont want
          to be in your presence, (sadly i have to
          go to school)i dont want to talk to you, 
          nor do i want to be friends with you.
          (ever) it was better off us leaving each
          other alone instead of picking the scab 
          that was our relationship.
                                        x
                                   desi 
                         to @-deadinred