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i started wattpad over a year ago and during that time, things have changed a lot. i started of as a person who wrote about trittany and jiley and tns, then it was all about tronnor. but i guess as time passes and things happen, we change, in all senses. adults call it growing up. bc do i still ship tronnor? no not really. do i still like tns? no not at all. this is all changed in me. if you looked at me even a year ago to now, i've changed and evolved hugely. whether that's my attitude, work ethic or even appearance, they're all different now. even friends and i've actually got a social life, which to me is by far the more important to my life.
and i guess it's my time to leave. and i know that will piss off a few people who actually read my shitty stories bc i haven't finished it or even started one that is public. and this has been in my mind for multiple months. i stopped reading stories, however many unread stories were left in my library. it was just something i fell out of love with and i didn't want to force myself to do something that was out the national curriculum if i wasn't feeling it.
tronnor will always be in my heart, forever and always, bc it is one of the biggest parts of this part of my life, but there should be a time for me to leave it in my past, bc it ended 2 years ago. 2 fucking years. and it's also about respect. Troye's in a more then happy relationship with Jacob and that's something i need to respect and Connor doesn't want to have his socials filled with troye and tronnor. it's not fair on both of them and i will still respect, love and support them in whatever they do.
sometimes you lose faith in something that once brought you happiness and for me that's wattpad and tronnor. anything that i've ever written will stay up, mainly for me. and you never know if i might come back.
so i guess this is goodbye.