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/ did we only last a day :')) guys COME BACK
/ did we only last a day :')) guys COME BACK
ever played guitar ?
yeah , absolutely ! * a smile grew on the
young man's face . * hm . i like to say i am !
dunno . you'll have to ask the other two
people i'm teaching if you really wanna know .
( @southernsweeties ) shit, seriously?? [ her expression brightens up, lightness restored to cerulean eyes. ] i mean,, yeah. i guess it would be kinda cool. (..) depends though, are you a good teacher?
well , you wanna pick it back up ? i could
teach ya the basics . that is , if you want to .
i'm not gonna make you if you don't want to .
maaaaaaax. :( it's been forever. let me love you!!
/ cass wrapping herself around max like a koala ❗️
it just means you're loved!! suffocating means love. { a faux look of seriousness shadows the sun lighting up cassie's features. but that smile returned just as quickly as it went when max's words registered within her mind. the blonde gives one squeeze before pulling away. } sorry, sorry──i just missed you. :')
/ sisters !! :')
( @Iuxsolaris ) caaaaaaaaass!! i can't breathe— [ max whines in a similar tone to the blonde, tipping her head back and groaning as she attempts to wiggle free from cassie's bear-tight grip. ] shit, i /swear/ i'll hug you back if you just let go for a second. :') / i missed them so bad oh my god,,
do not be ridiculous. you require no mimicry of another to be admirable.
── ❦ @-upthathill , not stupid. unaware. { brittle as dahlia may sound, she aims more for encouragement than dismissal. it isn't easy; max, as she has learned, is uniquely human. uniquely herself, not a piece of scrap metal beaten and carved into whatever it had to be to survive. she is alive in a way dahlia must adjust to after killing parts of herself so many times; truly, what is more admirable than that ?? } your value extends far beyond what people see. if you have yet to notice, our peers are often struck by you in, to use your phrasing, a 'cool girl' sense. striking fear is what i was made to do- { an area she will not examine, not now, not ever. } -whereas you have the originality it takes to be regarded respectfully by others. there is a difference. * i can't even tell ,, she comes so naturally to your writing :")
( @extranamuerte ) sorry. [ it isn't all too often that max shuts down, but the dismissal of 'ridiculousness' from the elder girl who she admires so much digs a deeper hole than she would like to admit. max fiddles with her braid, chewing on the inside of her cheek. ] i mean, come on- i just— you're literally the coolest person ever! no one ever tries any bullshit with you at all. i wish i,, i wish i could be like you in that way, y'know?? strong and kinda scary. giving off the whole 'don't you dare fuck with me' thing. (…) yeah no, i guess that does sound kinda stupid. / i too am settling back into max so,, bare with me pls :')
i had biological siblings as well. ( .. ) as you may imagine, it has been some time since i have seen them.
── ❦ @-upthathill , four. { each a dosage of longing she is still attempting to wholly understand, these pieces of her life still missing in a way she's yet to fill. it is strange, really; having her own family filled the void of aching love, but not the hunger of knowing. when those she left behind were out there, would they ever think of her? would they even remember? max's instant curiosity is the one thing that draws dahlia from her own cards of questions clutched tightly to her chest, the faintest flicker catching in doe eyes before shuttering away once more. } ignacio, lola, arturo y matias. ( .. ) ignacio y lola had recently hit their teenage years when i was removed. arturo was merely three years my elder, matias was learning to walk. by all accounts, life was rather normal. { laughter, she recalls. never much her own, but her siblings had a life she was always eager to join dancing in their eyes. lola would spin circles around the home while ignacio tracked in leaves from outside, arturo thundering down the hall with matias on his shoulders. for the first three years, dahlia knew the safety of being held before she ever knew the touch of sterile tile frozen by a madman. the memories are easy to access, the details crisp and the warmth familiar, but even that can be punishment. } the difference in ages did not pose any dissimilarities at the time. we enjoyed being together regardless of how loud mis hermanos would frequently get. ( .. ) most of the time, we were a team. * do it ,, Do It ,,
( @extranamuerte ) really?? [ at the surprising reveal, the redhead’s posture immediately shoots upright and she shuffles closer to dahlia, brow furrowed with curiosity. ] what were they like?? i mean, you have a crazy-good memory so, surely you remember some stuff about them even if it's been a while. (..) um, if you wanna talk about it, that is. / i'm so tempted to,, Do It,,,
being fearless is a state of mind. not a perpetual state of self.
( @extranamuerte ) i'm.. not sure i know how to do that anymore. [ sitting with her knees pulled up to her chest, max has the goal of making herself seem as small as billy used to make her feel. of course, he isn't around to do that now. and it brings about a heavy emptiness. she fears that her fearlessness might've died in the piece of her that went with him. she nestles her chin into her knees. ] hold onto that state of mind. (..) honestly, i only got out because i thought of you guys. i-i could hear lucas and dustin shouting, screaming. and— and that's where the fight came from. and with billy i, [ she wasn't fearless then. it was this weird, fucked up angry dynamic of trying to hit him where it hurt because he hurt her first. it was a cycle, and she wouldn’t exactly call herself fearless for standing up to him when she couldn’t stand up /for/ him before he died. ] i dunno. it's different now. (..) got any tips and tricks on being fearless? for people without super awesome powers. / idk if this is in character but fuck if we ball :’))
/ love to see her brought back! I don’t interact with you much but I do know from what I’ve seen. Your portrayal of max is amazing <3
/ hehe loveeee
** MY DARLING ,,
@extranamuerte / your braids like a pattern,, love you to the moon and to saturn :'))
//; she has returned !!
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