i feel like love is not for me, never once did i succeed in love at least not after breaking up with my first love.
its crazy to think that i used to love someone that much and someone used to love me that much. its crazy to think that i once felt happy when i experience love.
now love doesn't make me happy at all. the silly little crush feels suffocating, the butterflies doesn't feels like butterflies but rather anxiety.
all i want was to experience the same love that i once experience from him. but how can i when hes the only one who could gave me that?