-witchlybitch-

What am I holding onto. What am I wishing and why can't I just stop hurting you if that's what I am doing. Why can't we be normal. Why is there so much shit between us. Why do you regret me so much. What do I have to do for it to go all okay again 

Funniest thing is someone reported this acc of mine anonymously to wattshit that I need help and therapy and they provided with suic*de helpline number like damn okay bro :/

What’s up 

Any tips on how to move on 
          
          (It's been a year) 

Bhag bhaag dkbose dkbose dkbose 

All sins are attempts to fulfill this void inside 

Your birthday gift still lays on the corner of my second drawer, untouched
          I reach for it sometimes with my shaking clammy hands to grab it
          You never took it with you even though it was yours
          You used to say i can wear it thinking it was yours and you gave it to me
          But it didn't have that sentiment it never will 
          Not when it didn't touch your skin 
          Not when it doesn't know how you feel like
          Not when it doesn't know how it feels to belong to you and so it's never home 
          And if you ask me I haven't been in my home for a while as well

"Did your youth of pleasure remained wasted
          Mine did and I held myself accountable
          It was never complete, oh lover 
          My high tides have risen 
          And i didn't hold back
          Everytime the daylight finishes 
          my sun sets to rise again"
          

"When mine fail me I'll complain. Must in death your daylight finish? My sun sets to rise again"

Shubh shubh bol ladki