poppy

merry christmas my pookie wookie bears

so basically i am actually going through it and just blocked my “best friend” because she treats me like shit but still runs to me when she needs something and i’m actually tired of it.
          
          like i literally have talked to her multiple times and nothing changed if anything it got worse so she gets blocked and i get to live life on my own! yay!

i thought people were joking about junior year being the hardest year. 
          
          
          
          
          
          not even a week in and i actually hate life.

I hope you have a really good summer :)

SUNRISE ON THE REAPING???!!!!?!?!?!!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          ofc mother suzanne knew i was back in my hunger games era and just HAD to drop another book

guys i’m back in my clato era

i desperately need someone to edit the maze runner to change by taylor swift 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          change is so tmr coded and it hurts every time i listen to it just because i think about tmr.
          

should i re-enter my writing era?
          been thinking about it a lot lately, but idk why i'm posting to ask when nobody responds anymore tbh.

hearing linger by the cranberries out in public was not on my 2024 bucket list

i’m so alone. nobody’s left. they’re all gone. i’m alone and i cant take it anymore. yes there’s people around me, but the second i want to talk they leave, they walk away. nobody wants to listen to me. nobody cares that i’m not okay. nobody even cares that i’m broken and need help. or that i need somebody to care. or that maybe, just maybe, all i want is for someone to care enough to ask if i’m okay. because i’m not. i don’t understand how everyone else does it. how do you all act like it’s fine when it’s not? how do you keep on going through your days and not breaking down?
          
          it’s okay though because it’s just a little longer.