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hellooo another random question-
          
          not to be racist or anything but I’m wondering if there are any Asian ppl with curly hair out there? And I mean 3a/b curls not waves. 
          
          Everyone in my grade is somehow convinced that Asians always have straight hair. Idk why some stereotypes ig but they always think I curl my hair.
          
          “You should stop curling your hair, it’ll ruin it. Plus straight hair looked so much better on you.” (I flat ironed my hair for the entirety of 6th grade. Without heat protectant. While it was WET. *hides in shame) Liek, BOI I WAS BORN DIS WAY. WHATCHU WANT ME TO DO LET MY HAIR BECOME FRIZZY AF
          
          Ight sorry for the rant but if you know anyone or you are someone, I’d like to know I’m not alone in this world lol

i have a slightly important questionnnn. do you guys think that Riss is a female, male, or genderneutral name. im debating this in my head.

just finished the Divergent series and I’m crying-

im so fucking done with this life. my family hates me. they make me do chores while my sister gets to play games. maybe this is right from their point of view, but I just don't fucking get it. I'm so damn frustrated all the time. i feel like screaming, or running away, or something. i always feel alone, no matter how many people claim that their there for me. it all just seems so pointless. nobody I know accepts me for who I am. just because I dress like a boy, or I brush off jokes doesn't mean you can fucking insult me in front of my face. and its not my fucking fault that I was born with curly hair, unlike the rest of my family. its not my fault I happened to be the family disgrace. and its not my fault that everyone chooses to run to me with their problems, not knowing how fucking sick I am of it. i wish I could see the world like I used to. i honestly do. but there just seems no point in it all. i wont kill myself, or cut myself, because that wont solve all my fucking problems. I'm just a messued up piece of shit in this world. i know I seem alright on the outside, but this pressure is building up like a dam. i just cant take it anymore.
          
          so obviously, I will be going on hiatus. you can unfollow me after this- i understand. and I don't need people telling me it will be alright. because right now, its not alright. this world is just too much for me to handle. i don't expect people to see this message, and im sorry you had to listen to me complain about my life. i know im acting like a spoiled brat, and I know that some of you have had it so much worse than me. but right now, I cant deal with all this shit. my life is going downhill, and I don't see a bright future ahead.

new theme... again...

hello hiatus my old friend-

wth I started reading a new webtoon called athena complex and athena likes poseidon... as a pjo reader this is so f*caked up to me...

so im writing a book that’s part of a series, but idk what to call it. my idea was the “elementals” but I know that’s a popular name and I don’t want people to accuse me of stealing their title. any suggestions? the series is about different elemental kingdoms btw. if you have a suggestion, please let me know! 
          
          ilysm <333

yeet revamp done! tysm @S-S-SIMP for the bio and pfp. go check out her shops if you haven’t already!
          
          peace out mah dudes-
          <333

//revamping AGAIN if you heard from my main//