Char Hernandez

"To my beloved Phoenix. I wanted you to know, you made me happy. So, fucking happy. I love you so much. And even though you were here, HE wasn't. Life was just too much to handle without him. I need him. Thank you for caring and loving me. You are the sweetest person I met. No matter how depressed I was, you never left me. You said Mikey was up there, watching over me, right? Well now we're together! Or, we will be soon.. I can't wait to finally be with him.. But hey, now you've got me watching over you, right?! Are you happy? I hope you are. I'm gonna miss you. One day, you'll eventually forget about Sapiensi Hernandez, and move in with your life. I believe, no. I know you will do great things! You'll start a family, and be happy with them! Who knows, you might even become famous! I have hopes for you. I hope you forget about me, but I could never ever in a million years forget about you. Me and Mikey are gonna be happy together too! You should be happy for us instead of sad for me. I don't want you to cry, okay? Please don't cry, my good boy. I love you so much more than you'll ever know, but the pain was greater.. I'm sorry I left you alone. Please, go make friends, be happy! Do great things! I know you like to draw, so remember this: The biggest canvas is your imagination. <<3  --Sincerely yours, Sap"