Buddy 🧸

I haven't been active on here since 2021. That is insane 

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          someone added my bbh oneshots book to a library titled bottomboyhalo wtf

https://en.pronouns.page/@whyamitrash1 decided to make this thingy yall look at it 

i got the sudden motivation to write traitor!phil in technos pov bc i listened to erase me but i need to finish a bbh angst oneshot first HELP 

i lost one (1) follower 
          
          this is slander and racism and transphobia and homophobia and enbyphobia and panphobia and ableism and and and

not me promising a part 2 to a one-shot of an au that i used obsessed with and now am bored of and suddenly feeling an immense amount of guilt for not wanting to make said part 2 after literally putting a teaser for the oneshot in a published a/n in my book </3

unus annus is ending in less then an hour.
          
          im crying.

daily reminder that techno is NOT the oldest child. this is blatant oldest child propaganda. he is obviously the middle child. this is coming from a youngest child, not a middle child, so you know im serious. he is constantly trying to impress others and get attention, as well as being an anarchist and personality wise he could be looked over in favor of the indie/dark academia musician and the hyper & funny child. achievement wise, he has a tendency to think his achievements aren't as impressive as they actually are because he is constantly trying to stand out, since his monotone voice and often tiring, accidentally rude behavior tends to deter people from interacting with him unless necessary. so although the oldest and more socially achieved brother may feel inferior because of his  skill-wise achievements, techno feels inferior when it comes to creative and social achievements. that is definitely a more believable spot for both of them. there is no need to worry about the placement of the gremlin child because there is literally no sane person who would claim he is anything other than the youngest child. and of course, the Minecraft Man who is very kind and mature and choatic (?) (...!) and obviously the father. and of course, these people's irl ages actually support this idea seeing as phil is the old, then wilbur, techno, and then the tiny demon baby, that shall not be named out of pure disrespect,  is the youngest.
          
          thank you for coming to  my tedtalk.

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          https://twitter.com/oecblitz/status/1326971447462551552?s=19

so my mental state decided to go down hill because of class work so i wasn't able to write anything basically this entire week but uhh,, ill try to write stuff if things start looking up for me?idk, i wanna look after myself and writing stuff helps me express my emotions, but i have school and i can't really just stop doing my classwork because its making me depressed and shit. 
          
          uh, thats all. im probably gonna go on a bit of a hiatus until i can take proper care of myself.