하늘

well i failed again the exam in June and had to retake it last September. 
          I failed only one paper this time
          currently i’m counting days before the result is going to be released. 
          praying that i’ll pass this time around 

I’m going to re-take the same exams that I took in March (in others words: repeating the papers) tomorrow and I’m scared 

I don’t wanna do the progress test, I’m scared :(

I guess my last semester would be the most scariest experience ever. Please let me pass my exams this March 2021, I just want to leave the college quickly.

I changed to a new class and I’m still not comfortable with it 

I really feel uncomfortable in my new class. I feel that the lecturer doesn’t like me. 

I’ve been watching this Bangtan Universe theory explained 
          
          now I wanna cry 

why do I feel like crying every time I start to play your eyes tell?

before my 21st birthday comes (not so soon) I just wanna say that my high school self was so happy than I’ve ever imagined. 
          my high school life are the glorious years that I could ever wish for.

I might screw up my mock exam tmr :(
          I don’t know