my heart isn’t free anymore
that’s over
the lower parts of it are stuck
i cant clean it up
i actually tried
maybe i really am struck by him
i dont know but i like him so much and he also likes me a lot and he even said he only wishes the best for those close to him, which i was
it feels so good
but
i dont know how i’m gonna actually be with him
i want to be near him at least