Ethan

I thought you deleted your account? How is this possible.

1 more Minute, never knew you but Goodbye.

Cya, Ethan. Good luck.

Its been a wild ride... I'm just gonna say that...
          
          10 more minutes until I delete the account, it seems like kinda long but is it really that long? 
          
          I mean, 10 minutes, 60 seconds are in a minute, that only gives us 600 more seconds to really communicate... Its kinda crazy...
          
          Its been a wild ride. Emotions, attempted book writing, attempted art making, but always ending up in no motivation... I'm finally just saying goodbye in 10 minutes. This will be my last announcement ever, kinda crazy huh?
          
          Thank you to the 15 of you following me, to the 1% of you who talked to me through these hell's of posts, for those who attempted to comfort me and to those who showed support and love to me and the things I've wrote.
          
          I still have a long battle ahead of me...
          But someday...
          Maybe someday...
          I'll be back.
          
          Now of course it won't be on this account, but maybe on another. As of right now I'm unsure, but one thing I am for sure of is that I've got this.
          
          I love everyone so much...
          
          Thank you...
          
          You all mean the absolute world to me. 
          
          And if you have discord, my add is Fan#1993
          It'll be the only chance of contact we could have, so if you wanna talk and keep in contact with me after the account is gone.. Well.. Here ya go.
          
          Cya...

hey bro, i heard youre going to quit wattpad soon and thats alright,, and just glancing at your other community posts i just want to say before you leave that i hope everything gets well for you soon. i know that there sometimes, if not always, seems like nothing good will peek out at you, but i hope the best for you and your mental health. and although youre basically just a stranger to me (and so am i to you-) i just want to remind you that youre one of a kind,, just remember that there will never be anyone like you, youre unique and a great person no matter what you see yourself as—
          
          
          idk if this will mean anything to you but i just felt as if it was appropriate to tell you that before you go :[

20 more minutes until I delete the account... :')

Ok, so I have decided that I'm gonna go... 
          
          I'll be deleting my account at 12:00 AM tonight, I'm grateful for everyone who showed me love while I used the app.
          
           cya on discord if you added me, and if you haven't and want to so we can stay in contact my discord is Fan#1993
          
          Bye... Thank you...

I'm likely quitting wattpad! If you want to keep in contact with me my discord name is Fan#1993 but honestly I can't stay on here... Its getting hard on me for literally no reason and I barely use this app... Sorry to anyone who will miss me.

Don't read this if you don't want to read it I really don't care what you do truthfully I don't but I'm gonna rant.
          Past 6 days. Hell. 
          Day 1 - I got yelled at like 4 times, and my friend Alex has been really upset and not talking to anyone which is worrying. Almost had to go to the hospital. Got shoved into a locker by someone at my school.
          
          Day 2 - Ran out of antidepressants and now I don't have those. I got lots of memories of my mother and father who I don't see anymore because they both hate me and wish I was dead. I also yelled at my friend without meaning to from being upset, which had us awkward for awhile and she was obviously really hurt.
          
          Day 3 - Couldn't sleep that night, couldn't get out of the bed in the morning, skipped school, didn't eat, didn't do anything but lay there all day and contemplate my life choices. There was nothing else to do and nothing I could do, I felt so shitty and horrible. 
          
          Day 4 - I self harmed a couple times, I couldn't hold back anymore. Then my teacher noticed everything going on recently so he pulled me out into the hallway and my stupid ass had an anxiety attack right there and then and got sent home again just to do the same thing as I did during day 3.
          
          5 - Same stuff that day 3 and 4 except I didn't go to school again and I did hurt myself again. I also couldn't get on discord and contact my friends because I was really just that bad at that point.
          
          6 - I was really suicidal that day and was tempted to attempt overdosing on my ADHD pills like... Several times. It wasn't good, I'll tell you that much, but I did end up hurting myself AGAIN and cried for like half the day doing the same thing as day 3 all over. I talked on discord a little bit and pretended to be ok though, its kind of easier talking to people who can't really see you...
          
          Thanks for reading my little uh, rant I guess. I'm doing good now I guess. Better somewhat.

Made a whole improvement on my bio thing. I'm actually gonna try doing some stuff on here properly, and I'm gonna delete the book that I started but I can't finish because I hate it kjskigufsjhfd. I can write pretty good, I just need to take the time to do it and to focus and to do it right.