You're back in my heart and my life. This time it's like all the feelings I had before are magnified by a thousand. 

Now I miss you when you aren't there and I want you so bad. 
I love you but don't worry I want you just as much 
I care so much about you that I want to fall farther in love with you. 

I miss you, but I can't seem to want you. 
I love you but I can't seem to need you. 
I care but I can't seem to pull myself back to you. 


To be free of this pain and worry would mean I can't pick up another book. 
But when I pick up a book all of the pain and worry seems to fade for just a bit. 


There is fear so deep inside that I can't enjoy this adventure laid out before me.