So the thing is, I re-read my post on this acc and i feel partly ashamed of it. Like so this is what I was before huh? I cant even imagine what i felt upon posting that things. But anyways, I am now grown not that physically grownish but maybe I have grown in mind. I have things which I embraced and loved. Changes that I never thought could happen. Changes that brought me into new good things that enlightened me in a more healthy lifestyle. But everything I posted in this acc in the past are evidences that I really have undergo on that stages in life lol.