0GreenWithEnvy

How tf do I find myself a girlfriend who doesn't care how ugly my face is? I want a girlfriend!  Or boyfriend ig. Or partener. Or more then one of those, maybe? Idk.
          	I just need somebody to love, I don't mean to sound like a petty bitch.
          	
          	Like, dating sites scare me and I'm too young for most of them anyway. And my friends can't find me anyone.
          	And even tho there are some cute people on here, id acc know any of you. You never know who anyone is on here. 
          	
          	So ignore that. Please just ignore that. I'm just lonely.

0GreenWithEnvy

@BrownieMixx also, what did you mean by the second part?
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0GreenWithEnvy

@BrownieMixx I always thought people who said that kind of thing were shallow and I didn't like it, but for me I really just want someone to love, cherish, and care for who mah grow to love me in return. I don't really see anything shallow in that, correct me if I'm wrong, but I just want to be able to do that without being limited by my appearance. 
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0GreenWithEnvy

How tf do I find myself a girlfriend who doesn't care how ugly my face is? I want a girlfriend!  Or boyfriend ig. Or partener. Or more then one of those, maybe? Idk.
          I just need somebody to love, I don't mean to sound like a petty bitch.
          
          Like, dating sites scare me and I'm too young for most of them anyway. And my friends can't find me anyone.
          And even tho there are some cute people on here, id acc know any of you. You never know who anyone is on here. 
          
          So ignore that. Please just ignore that. I'm just lonely.

0GreenWithEnvy

@BrownieMixx also, what did you mean by the second part?
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0GreenWithEnvy

@BrownieMixx I always thought people who said that kind of thing were shallow and I didn't like it, but for me I really just want someone to love, cherish, and care for who mah grow to love me in return. I don't really see anything shallow in that, correct me if I'm wrong, but I just want to be able to do that without being limited by my appearance. 
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0GreenWithEnvy

I read a chapter in one of the best books I'm reading and it brought something I've been actively burying in the back of my mind forwards.
          
          I really want something, and this feeling is so strong but I've always been scared of it. And even if other people try to convince me that it's okay, I still feel so ashamed and I hate it.
          It's something I've wanted to change for a long time but it's a big change and if something goes wrong I could never go back.
          
          I'm not brave enough to do anything about this horrible feeling, but I want to - so, so, so, so much.
          I hope I haven't given too much away cause I'm not ready to deal with the consequences of this thing being known. If you think you know, please don't tell me "I think I know" or "oh is it.......?"
          Just give me advice. 
          
          God why do all these doubts have to pop up when I can least indulge them?
          
          What should I do? Any advice? Please?

antisocial0990

Honestly stop listening to other people just take a moment just by yourself block out anyone else's words and just think about that thing and really try to see how you feel about it stop thinking about how you'd be ashamed and instead think about how it would benefit YOU and help YOU ok becuase you are the one being affected by this the most so do what you think is right now what others think
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bookgirlie_

@0GreenWithEnvy think it through again to be sure it's what you really want.. change is scary sometimes but if you feel it's what you want then go through with it.. just think it through again.. 
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0GreenWithEnvy

this message may be offensive
¡RANT COMING! Sorry if I offend you.
          
          Okay, so I get that people have different preferences and blah blah blah and I respect that, but when people get obsessed it just winds me up.
          Like hon, fine.  Be obsessed.
          But don't facking spam the web with it.
          All I can find is stuff about BTS and k-pop and 1D. What posessed you to like this talentless noise? Okay, fine, that was mean. But c'mon. 
          Okay, you like this shit. Or you say you do but really just want to go with the trend and be like everyone else.
          But please don't make everything about them.
          Everywhere I turn it's just BTS, BTS, BTS, 1D, Oh - BTS again, more k-pop, 1D.
          Also, how awkward must it be for them.
          I'm fairly sure you don't like people you don't know of all ages lusting over you and writing creepy fanfics.
          Like STOP.
          
          Be obsessed inside.
          
          Sorry, thank you, love you.

_QueenRealMe_

@0GreenWithEnvy Sorry for late reply XD, 
            And you can talk to me anytime if you prefer! Like I'm not gonna get upset friend ^^
            Call me Serena : )
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0GreenWithEnvy

@_QueenRealMe_ dw it's good to talk. And rant. I'm just releived I didn't upset you   : )
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Love_2_Read186

you have been booped :) Now go do this to five other people

Love_2_Read186

oops i didn't really pay attention to who sent it to me
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Love_2_Read186

oops sorry i didnt really pay attention to who sent it to me
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-notmalk

You have been booped back. Now, do this to five people.