Okay so Fr this time I’m taking a break if I post or honestly interact with anything on here YELL AT ME
My mental health is sooooo bad right now, I’m having extremely bad zone out sessions where I forget who/where I am and I’m having like really bad intrusive thoughts
If you don’t know yet me and my girlfriend of two years broke up Thursday and I was called some awful things for simply wanting some time, it didn’t help that I lost her as not only a girlfriend but also as one of my closet friends. after some of the stuff she said our friend ship was over. since then I’ve been really bad, Thursday and Friday where AWFUL.
and then since Saturday I’ve been slowly getting better but it hurts still and it’s hard for me to write currently as most nights I’m drunk to cope
But In all seriousness don’t worry about me, I have some awesome friends that are basically sisters to me and their taking amazing care of me, especially one of my biggest fans on here
And ofc I have my best friend that I’ve known for years that’s helping me out so thank you all for loving my work, I’m going to possibly delete the app for a few days so I just completely stay off as being on my phone all day isn’t helping
I hope you guys are doing amazing and I really hope I can be back hopefully by Wednesday as I don’t stick to breaks for very long
If you see anyone has a question on my works or anything and you know the answer, answer them please
But I want you guys to know that no matter how joking I am I absolutely adore you guys and couldn’t thank y’all enough, it’s always been my dream to write and so far you guys have gotten me one step closer to possible making my own book♥️
As always I love you all so so much
Thank you
- Ashlyn the Author