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I am very difficult to upset. So if I do ever react, or snap at, or back at you, or show any sort of negative emotion, it's not you. It just means I have a whole lot of other sh*t I'm dealing with, and bottling up that's making me very on edge, and I'm just not telling anybody about them. To my knowledge, this doesn't happen often, but in those times when I'm so beaten down that I rather not further torture myself with faking my happiness, if you want to just be around for my "good" times, but push me down for my times of weakness, please stop pretending to be my friend, and just leave me alone.

0SmileOrDie0

I am very difficult to upset. So if I do ever react, or snap at, or back at you, or show any sort of negative emotion, it's not you. It just means I have a whole lot of other sh*t I'm dealing with, and bottling up that's making me very on edge, and I'm just not telling anybody about them. To my knowledge, this doesn't happen often, but in those times when I'm so beaten down that I rather not further torture myself with faking my happiness, if you want to just be around for my "good" times, but push me down for my times of weakness, please stop pretending to be my friend, and just leave me alone.

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May the pizza gods smile kindly upon us on this day, and let there rain cheesy delicacies from the sky as we celebrate our annual  craving games. May the crust be ever in your favor.

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YESSS!!!!!!
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alyssamarieroberts

@0SmileOrDie0 Want pizza?
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I've come to the conclusion that a certain percentage of our average high school population hates "smart" people, and another percentage views us  as sort of really cool aliens, and the remaining just doesn't want to even associate with us for some reason; the largest percentage rather not associate with us because we seem  intimidating I guess. This...annoys me very much, to say the least. Suggestions?

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@0SmileOrDie0 Oh, it's not like ending them hasn't crossed my mind, but their not worth my life. I use to try and act as unintelligent as everyone else by dumbing down the way I speak, and acting like I didn't know things they likely didn't know. The result is that I am still trying to bring my vocabulary back up to the same level it use to be. Talking like them  
            all the time made the same effect as when an actor needs to work on getting rid of an accent he developed for a specific role. I'll just deal with it for now. It's not like most of their opinions matter, I suppose. Intelligence becomes more and more appreciated with age anyway. Thanks for helping me come to this realization.
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xoxEmilyInfinitexox

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@0SmileOrDie0 Kill them. Kill them all. xD jk Idk man. Everyone used to hate me because I was the smartest one in elementary school. Book smart, not street smart. Then I started acting like a dumb blonde and I have gotten more friends. When in doubt, play dumb. lol Nah. Don't do that, I loooooove smartness! xD Take my boyfriend for example. He is smart, but has his blonde moments, just like me. lolololololol
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