awake I opened my eyes to see
a hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof I think
then cant recall at all
a single thing
held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
the me that would fall down all the time
but stand and reach my hand to see...
have you tried crossing over yet?
ah
wanna die
wanna die
but dont really wanna die
you were there
you would care
making me aware
every scar
all the blood
more and more, theyre never done
not enough
not enough
ah
wanna die
wanna die
but dont really wanna die
if I died
you would cry
and I dont know why
every scar
all the blood
more and more
theyre never done
not enough
not enough
when I forget you, i'm all alone
without a place to go
but then, played a mirror like a show
the past I used to know
a dream, till I see every part of me
eyes of red, following
and
I wanna live
wanna live
deep inside i've always been
reaching out for a hand
so don't let this be the end
mushrooms growing on my head
still remember even then
where you are, when i'm dead
ah
wanna die
wanna die
but dont really wanna die
you were there
you would care
you know it really isn't fair
every time I forget
you remain inside my thoughts
not enough
not enough
ah
wanna die
wanna die
wanna die
but I still couldn't die with you by my side
behind the days I spent alone, afraid
now you're here to stay
and the scars never fade
memories that replay
rewind yet again to the pain
we felt that day
you are my savior, you keep me going.
you are amazing
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