Starfall studios

*salute* that’s it folks! Thanks for coming to the final curtain call! It’s been a real treat to have y’all here tonight! And I wish thee a wondrous life! Before we go, I’d like to give one last tip of the hat. And for that, I’ll need y’all to raise your voices loud! And for all the people in the back,  too! 
          
          Thank ya for everything folks! You’ve been wonderful! I’ve been Alexander Brown, and I’ll be seein’ ya on the flip side! 
          
          
          
          Monday, February 4th 2019 
          
          Here’s to better days, everyone! 

Go check out my recent update- it’s important 

God, I’m tired 
          
          
          “Come on, kid. Three more papers and you’re done” you said that five hours ago
          
          “Come on sweetie, you can do this” 
          Can I?
          
          “Don’t think about how bad this feels. The end justifies the means”
          Funny
          
          “Is that blood? Ah- patch it up. Come on, just a little farther then you can rest”
          It’s been 75 hours since I’ve shut my eyes long enough for everything to go dark
          
          “Come on! I won’t tolerate laziness!”
          Okay...
          
          “I went through the exact same thing when I was your age- don’t complain about it, it’s not going to do anything if you complain” I’m not complaining...I’m trying to tell you to stop...
          
          “You’ve slept in! It’s almost 8!”
          Please...stop....
          
          I have no reason to be tired. No one else seems to think I do. Why the hell cant I work right? What the hell is wrong with me? 

Ah, 2018. What a great time to be alive! The world Shat itself, depression was in the air like a plague, and wonderful, wonderful people like Stan Lee passed on into the next life. 
          
          But now, we get to move on to a better year! Let’s make this one count, everyone! We don’t know how long we’ve got left!

Alexander fact of the day-
          
          I keep an audio diary. I talk about everything. Story ideas, art prompts, drama I have irl or online, tv drama I watch. Everything. 

Just realized- Christmas is gonna suck for me. All the misgendering and, how many times I’m gonna hear my dead name *shiver* I’m dreading it

STATZ
          
          Hunger: 20/100
          
          Hydration: 88/100
          
          Happiness: 100/100 (YAY)
          
          Depression: non today, y’all!!!! 
          
          Christmas spirit: CRISMAS 

*kicks in door holding a pile of gifts* what the FUCK IS UP GUYS. ITS FUCKING crIMAS

Mmmmmm I feel like doing a smutty role play my guys

Hunger: 47/100
          
          Hydration: 78/100
          
          Happiness: 45/100
          
          Depression: 55/100
          
          Cuts made: 0
          
          Time spent working on self-love: 49% of my day