0kHomie

What anime character would you want to see in the HxH universe? Good, Bad, or Morally Ambiguous, anything works. 

0kHomie

If I were to do a TWD universe Fanfic would y’all like the character to be some sort of crossover or a normal human like the other survivors?

Night-Ray

@0kHomie mm, I think a supernatural / The walking dead crossover would be fascinating. Like they be out there shooting people up and then boom, there's a ghost 
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0kHomie

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I’m sorry y’all I need to vent. For the last few months things have been really stressful, I’ve had my Lexapro dosage shoot up but it just barely helps keep me balanced. Every day I wake up and feel so exhausted mentally, sobriety helps but I’ve never been closer to relapsing. At least once every day I have a little though as to maybe killing myself, and though I convince myself not to constantly it takes a toll on me. I feel like I have no purpose and don’t know where I’m going to be lead in life, and that things feel like they’re spiraling downward. I need real serious help but I’m too afraid to ask for it because I can’t stop thinking about how I might burden the people I love and push them away and so day after day I have to smile like nothing is wrong and go along with every joke and bit that my “friends” do at my expense. I just laugh with them for a while and then when I get back to my dorm I curl up and cry, because I’m simply their punching bag. On top of that I can’t stop reliving the day that I was sexually assaulted, every time I start having bad thoughts, it always leads to me remembering it in one way or another and it hurts, it hurts so bad. The only person I ever was able to talk to about my experiences with sexual assault and abuse apart from my parents passed away and my closest friends who I love so much would absolutely make fun of me since the persona I have put up makes it seem like everything I say is a joke or some dumb shit to make fun of me for. I’m so tired.

theratsatan

@0kHomie it all good, I like helping out others and making sure they lead their best lives 
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FandomFanatic666

@0kHomie I can’t say much because I’ve never been through what you have and I’m not gonna pretend that I know what thats like. But know that if anyone is like that to you they’re not a true friend, and there’s plenty of other fish in the sea.
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0kHomie

@theratsatan thank you for the words of kindness, you have no idea how much your advice and support means to me
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