0liverz_

Okay it's been a while again apparently
          Who am I even writing for now?
          
          I still miss you. It's weird. Could I have done something more? Or did I do too much? 
          Sometimes I imagine you seeing the world around me through my perspective. Maybe I just wanted to imagine you here with me. I still have the playlist you made me. Still listen to it. 
          I might have a problem with moving on. This is ridiculous. 
          I got new friends. New school. New people. But I still miss you so much. Maybe I'm missing someone who doesn't exist anymore. Maybe you've changed while I'm still stuck in the past. 
          
          But if the world was ending you'd come over, right?

Hahaha it's been half a year since I've been here
          Why am I here
          [Loses mind]
          Hii Blueberry :D dunno if you'll ever see this but
          Hi :D
          Text meeeeeeeeeee :D

*here comes your man!* 
          Fuck this playlist ahhhhh

Is it weird that I don't really move on? I just forget for the time being, and then feel sorry for myself in the middle of the night

*loses mind*

I wasn't enough, why would I ever be?

I don't deserve them.

I miss you.

The radio played Ceilings last night when I was thinking 'bout life. I really miss you, and wish that life would treat you better. I hope you're doing fine.

Yeah. Ditching me on the days I planned to come out.