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          Something happened with Max and idk what and he's not responding and I'm scared

Also, I might have to start using a English translator
          
          Recently, my English has gotten worse since I speak it less. I speak in Japanese with my sister because it's something only us two know, and I often am talking in Mandarin. I just don't use English unless at school, where I barely talk. If my writing seems weird, I'm not high this time </3

I managed to fully, like, slit open my chest (Not self harm, I am clean, just fucking stupid </3) idek what with.
          Idk what to do about it
          Has anyone done ts on accident before </3
          Idk if I scratched myself of something but it HURTS (more than Elliot getting shot in BOEBAK because I still think that shit aint hurt <33)

I'm starting to think I'm genderfluid
          
          I've been more comfortable with feminine portrayal for a while now, especially because my interests are mostly fem- even in my clothing styles ^^ Although I still use he/they, I may not mind she anymore

Gang, I want to make a cosplay, but I have 3 favourites T^T
          Kasane Teto
          Kagamine Lin
          Neru
          Idk what to do </3

Ellie is basically my beta reader
          
          Keep in mind
          She's dyslexic
          I'm still learning English / or I'm also dyslexic
          
          We're trying TvT

Apparently I have many signs of dyslexia
          
          Uhm

Me and my cousin JUST finished watching Hazbin Hotel 2 and it was actually so fun XD
          
          I love spending time with him, never watched S1 properly but my fav character was always Husker

OTTOOOOOOOO MAX IS WRITING SMUT FOR THE FIRST TIME

I hate British school
          I'm gonna separate the following a bit because it's disgusting :/
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          I just get fetishised for how I look and my home country and get put in a bunch of sex jokes. I hate it here. Scared to tell my Amma :(