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I think there is something so beautiful in the way that I kinda grew up with some of my favorite artists. As I grew I also got to watch them grow not only with their own self but with their artistry and the way they want to be perceived in the world. They may not know me but at the end of the day we’re both humans that are growing and ever changing and I just think that’s really special.
I ENVY happy people. I. JUST. WANT. TO. BE. HAPPY.
I NEED to see Noah Kahan in concert. I’ve been to a lot of concerts but none of them meant that much to me as a going to see Noah Kahan would
I’m rereading Heated rivalry again for the fourth time since I bought and I realized why I love this love story so much. As much as it is heartwarming love story it’s also gut wrenchingly sad. Like every-time I read it I’m filled with sadness and love reading books that remind me that I can feel
I think I’m too good at hiding how I feel that most times I don’t even know how I feel anymore
This is kinda random but I kinda want to start like a blog/ or a website of some kind where I rate and discuss Asian dramas that I’ve watched I feel like this would be a lot of fun. The only thing is I don’t know to start this tbh. But I feel like figuring it out could be kinda fun lol
Here I am again once again continuing to entertain people I don’t want because I hate to be alone. I don’t know which is worse that fact that I’m purposely hurting people or the fact the I’m doing it to not feel bad but it only makes me feel worse about myself. I just wish that I was normal like everybody else that I could let people in and make real connections.
At this point I don’t know if the reason I haven’t experienced love is because I’m genuinely the type of person who people don’t fall in love with or it’s because I’ve somehow convinced myself I’m unworthy of it so I’ve given up on trying. And I hate it. I hate everything about my life I wish I had a reason to keep on trying. And I know I shouldn’t place my whole reason to keep on living on another person or anything, it should be because of me but I don’t think I can keep going anymore. I really think I need something anything else because at this point everything is mundane to me. Everyday is the same. I need something to change. Even if it isn’t a positive thing. Please… that’s all I ask.
Sometimes I wish I didn’t care but then I wouldn’t be me…
Hate the way wattpad logs me out of my account constantly and I can never remember my password it’s actually so infuriating
