Bee

Hewwo :3 (we've known eachother for almost 2 years now)

Hi

I hope u know theres always someone who cares for you! Despite how it feels, Theres always one reason to keep pushing, even if its a very, very miniscule one. Perhaps theres something you've always wanted to do. Even if you feel it's impossible, You wouldn't know unless you're here to try.
          Maybe theres someone you want to watch succeed. You wouldn't be there to see them flourish the way you want if you weren't here. 
          Maybe you have a favorite song. Not being able to hear it ever again is quite the price.
          Maybe you don't believe it's possible for anything to get better. And thats okay! No matter how dark it gets, You've came through it so far. That in itself is impressive. 
          I don't know what makes you happy, But I know you deserve to be. Everyone does. Mistakes, from relationships to life, Will happen. That does not make you any less deserving, no matter what you've done or feel or will do.
          You matter. You're constantly making progress daily. Every breath you take is one more where you survive all the bs thrown to you. You're succeeding and you don't know it. Even if you know me or don't, I'm proud of you! Keep pushing, Not for me, But yourself! Theres always going to be a reason why you should, even if you can't see it yet. You don't have to see your future to know that. Even if you never find your reason to keep on, It's always there. Unnoticeable, but there.
          
          https://soundcloud.com/kalia-bracey/laura-les-haunted-both-verses?si=5bdbf7a42b7e47ff8c15b052b3c4012c&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 
          Heres a song I like :) 
          Stay safe!

At the end of the month me and my mum plan to visit my best friend's work place (a restaurant) and we're gonna tip her a shit ton of money

Me: going onto AO3 to find silly Kachina fanfics that will break my heart
          
          The very weird and not yippee nsfw ones: hi
          
          Me: ...no

Just learnt that my best friend reads fanfic on AO3, and honestly she's based for that 
          
          (I mean I'm literally on here how would I have a negative opinion)
          
          

Oh i have definitely overworked my social battery fuckkkkkkkkk
          
          (Aka: I didn't have alone time for about 12 hours, and I have been up since 5am... Kill me now :D)

Listening to a mix of Penelope Scott and vocaloid on a train is a fucking vibe holy shit it feels so good 

It is my day of birth
          
          I have been walking around a different city all afternoon
          
          God help me I can’t wait to get home ;-;

My school is closed tomorrow due to bad weather thank fuck