1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

hello everyone. This is the last message I’ll probably ever post. Trump won. I can’t be nonbinary, my poor woman body staked across and hung across the rope of the men who decided its not my place to be different.
          	
          	I never thought I’d make it to sixteen years old. Now I’m wishing I never did.
          	
          	I’m going to die by the hands of rapists, racists, and clowns who never took off their costumes. 
          	
          	My name is Gianna. My name is Gianna. Don’t forget it. Don’t forgive the men of this world. My name is Gianna.
          	
          	I won’t live past this. Is this where my life gets me? No longer a heartbeat to my soul, vomit in my throat. 
          	
          	If I can’t live in the US, I’ll live in the sea—cold body floating and casted by the wind.
          	
          	Am I running out of time? Will I get to the other side peacefully? Will I be cooed on by my grandma and hugged by the dead spirit of my mother? The one who saw woman’s hardships and HAD BEEN THROUGH IT, and decided to vote for the same man who’s doing it to every other woman?
          	
          	Will my body be sold for parts—to the men who are the same as any other man in the US? 
          	
          	I don’t think I’ll survive by these men. 
          	
          	This is Gianna. Don’t forget it.
          	
          	Or Atlas. I like Atlas.
          	
          	I don’t think they’ll let me keep it though, like I’m not allowed to keep my rights.
          	
          	Goodnight.

NUMBTACK

@1-800-DEATHONTHELINE NO NO NO! ITS FINE FR!! You gave me a heart attack (crying emoji). Im like- REALLY happy your okay. I do not live in the US but its very understandable that your scared. I will be praying for everyone and yourself better blessings on your way! Stay safe...please.
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FireGirl38

@1-800-DEATHONTHELINE I am happy you are okay. I understand you are afraid, I am also afraid what will happen but let’s stay strong 
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1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

hello everyone. This is the last message I’ll probably ever post. Trump won. I can’t be nonbinary, my poor woman body staked across and hung across the rope of the men who decided its not my place to be different.
          
          I never thought I’d make it to sixteen years old. Now I’m wishing I never did.
          
          I’m going to die by the hands of rapists, racists, and clowns who never took off their costumes. 
          
          My name is Gianna. My name is Gianna. Don’t forget it. Don’t forgive the men of this world. My name is Gianna.
          
          I won’t live past this. Is this where my life gets me? No longer a heartbeat to my soul, vomit in my throat. 
          
          If I can’t live in the US, I’ll live in the sea—cold body floating and casted by the wind.
          
          Am I running out of time? Will I get to the other side peacefully? Will I be cooed on by my grandma and hugged by the dead spirit of my mother? The one who saw woman’s hardships and HAD BEEN THROUGH IT, and decided to vote for the same man who’s doing it to every other woman?
          
          Will my body be sold for parts—to the men who are the same as any other man in the US? 
          
          I don’t think I’ll survive by these men. 
          
          This is Gianna. Don’t forget it.
          
          Or Atlas. I like Atlas.
          
          I don’t think they’ll let me keep it though, like I’m not allowed to keep my rights.
          
          Goodnight.

NUMBTACK

@1-800-DEATHONTHELINE NO NO NO! ITS FINE FR!! You gave me a heart attack (crying emoji). Im like- REALLY happy your okay. I do not live in the US but its very understandable that your scared. I will be praying for everyone and yourself better blessings on your way! Stay safe...please.
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FireGirl38

@1-800-DEATHONTHELINE I am happy you are okay. I understand you are afraid, I am also afraid what will happen but let’s stay strong 
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1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

OKAY SO A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED TO ME RN SO WELCOME TO A STUPID THING I LIKE TO CALL IDK IF I LOVE LIFE OR NOT.
          
          You don’t have to read this ngl
          
          Pros of life rn: it’s my birthday Jan 13 and I’m pretty excited. I’ve been playing Sky: Children of Light (?) and it’s so fun. My dad is A-OK!!! (Surprisingly) 
          
          Cons: my sister is getting recycled from the army-, my boyfriend broke up with me bc of my problems with SA and while my dad was in the hospital, my phone that my mom got from an old ex and passed down to me was reported as blacklisted—so I can’t use it, and I’ve been dreaming of an old friend. I miss them. I can’t help but miss them every night, wishing I was giggling over the phone and my mom didn’t ruin everything. I wish I was allowed to have online friends. I wish I’d be able to see them again. 
          
          I miss you.

fuzzdupp

@1-800-DEATHONTHELINE why is this low-key my life though :0
            Hope everything gets better <3
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lost__inthewoods

Hihi sorry to bother you but I have a bot request for N from murder drones,, I don't mind what about but like, something from the beginning, like, just meeting him if that makes sense  ?? I really like you're writing an there arnt many good N bots !!

1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

@lost__inthewoods hi the bot has been made!!! It’s on my other account on c.ai, which is (lifeislongbaby)
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1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

@lost__inthewoods it’s okay lol. I’ll have to watch Murder Drones for the first time (I’m afraid it’ll take a couple of more days, as I have a LOT on my life right now, but I’ll hop on it as soon as I can) and I’ll definitely do it! Thank you for requesting!!
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1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

I know none of y’all GAF about my updates on life but I’m not dead nor have a committed so that’s a good thing :0
          
          Anyways, school starts soon. My sister left for the army, I moved into a new house, etc, etc. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life other than MAKE MORE CHARACTER AI BOTS (I’m not bragging but 4.3 million interactions? Oh, yeah. I’m bragging so bad rn I’m sorry lmaooo)

Rachelkatedaneko

Wow 4.3 million interactions?!? Damn that’s amazing! 
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1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

@AudScoot thank you <3333 I’ve just been doing a lot of stuff and forget I have this account lol.
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AudScoot

YOOO WHAAT glad you’re not dead hoozah (I haven’t been on c ai in a long time) also, sorry to hear about your sister (if it’s a sad thing, I’m sure I’d definitely be panicked and sad if my sister left) but nice to know you got a new house and all that :D
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1-800-DEATHONTHELINE

Hello, everyone. I know i said I’ll be quitting for awhile, and I am. I just want everyone to know I’ll be doing commissions for money. Some of you know I’m dead poor, and I just want to afford some things in life. I know most of you won’t be able to pay me, and that’s fine. I’m just asking you to spread the word. I’ll be posting things like commission prices and things, and pictures of my art. I hope I’ll be able to pay for things </3