1-800-IamLESBIAN

I think it’s finally time to put this account to rest.
          	
          	I am actually relieved to put this account to rest. I’ve been wanting to for almost a year or two now and I’ve been wanting to archive it. I fell out of the mcyt community a while back and I even deleted wattpad since I didn’t want to look back on the books and content that the creators have put out for the old ccs I used to watch. The passion I once had for these old content creators is no longer there anymore and I don’t think it’s planning on ever coming back. This is an official goodbye to the MCYT community and official goodbye to this username. 
          	
          	I will still be around on wattpad, just under a different account. I’ve gotten more interested in K-pop and I love the group Stray Kids, so obviously I had to see if there were any fanfics and lo and behold, there were. If you wanna keep up with and and ever want to still chat with me, please do so! My new account is @HanJisupp so feel free to follow or not. It’s alright if not.  But since all is said and done, I just want to say
          	
          	Thank you
          	
          	From the bottom of my heart, each and everyone of you. Although I probably won’t have anyone read this id still want to say thank you so much. All the memories I’ve had with reading the books and the comments people left, will never be forgotten.
          	
          	Goodbye, from 1-800-IamLESBIAN
          	
          	Long live this iconic username 

1-800-IamLESBIAN

I think it’s finally time to put this account to rest.
          
          I am actually relieved to put this account to rest. I’ve been wanting to for almost a year or two now and I’ve been wanting to archive it. I fell out of the mcyt community a while back and I even deleted wattpad since I didn’t want to look back on the books and content that the creators have put out for the old ccs I used to watch. The passion I once had for these old content creators is no longer there anymore and I don’t think it’s planning on ever coming back. This is an official goodbye to the MCYT community and official goodbye to this username. 
          
          I will still be around on wattpad, just under a different account. I’ve gotten more interested in K-pop and I love the group Stray Kids, so obviously I had to see if there were any fanfics and lo and behold, there were. If you wanna keep up with and and ever want to still chat with me, please do so! My new account is @HanJisupp so feel free to follow or not. It’s alright if not.  But since all is said and done, I just want to say
          
          Thank you
          
          From the bottom of my heart, each and everyone of you. Although I probably won’t have anyone read this id still want to say thank you so much. All the memories I’ve had with reading the books and the comments people left, will never be forgotten.
          
          Goodbye, from 1-800-IamLESBIAN
          
          Long live this iconic username 

1-800-IamLESBIAN

Huhhuhuhuuuhuuhuuhu what’s up my skibidi rizzlers (someone respond pls I feel like this account is dead)

ThisIsFinee

@1-800-IamLESBIAN NOT MUCH, WHAT ABOUT YOU, MY ALPHA RIZZLER???
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1-800-IamLESBIAN

Update about my previous message:
          
          This is quite long so don’t feeled at all pressured to read it! 
          
          I took time to listen and hear from both sides of the situation (both Caiti and George) and I think I will wait until everything isn’t as big anymore and when everyone is done with the allegations to choose my decision. With information coming out constantly, it’s hard for me to choose a side. However, even if I choose to not support George whatsoever, I will continue to write and read fanfictions regarding dreamnotfound as it brings me joy.
          
          Why though? Reason is because I see the ship dreamnotfound more like different characters/personas than them being like the actual content creators themselves, if that makes sense. Even if it were about the content creators, it would most likely take place in early 2021 or something. I also think that since I am already writing the book and finally have motivation to do so, it would be a waste of time for me to have just written that and to throw it away. (If that makes sense?)
          
          If I choose to support George, that DOES NOT MEAN in any way that I will not support Caiti. I will 100% choose to support her fully, always. Supporting victims is something everyone should do. As someone who has been threatened to be SA’d, it’s something that’s very serious and something no one should go through, even if it means being threatened. It’s terrifying to even imagine something like that happening to you. This is a serious topic.
          
          Thank you, please take care of yourselves. Take a break from the internet if you know you need it. Enjoy the real world and hang out with people instead of focusing on everything on the internet. Sending hugs and love. 

s0l_eclispe

@1-800-IamLESBIAN THIS. ive been so attached to dnf since 2021 that i cannot bring myself to not read the fanfics a
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This is genuinely upsetting, after getting the motivation slightly back and finally writing the dnf story, gnf has allegations and they’re sounding true. So much information and it sounds like it’s him.  What am i supposed to do now? I wanted to write because I had so many ideas for dnf books but I do NOT want to support them. I can hardly write books myself by creating my own ocs. All that work and for nothing.
          
          Im so upset, im crying, I threw up already and feel like throwing up again. Trusting someone for almost 4-5 years and finding out they’re a stupid fucking horrible disgusting person is heartbreaking. I cant sleep. I looked up to him so much, they gave me motivation. They were the only ccs I watched. They comforted me through the hard times and now? It felt like everything just crumbled down. As if you found out the most sweetest candy you’ve ever tasted was poisoned. They were the reason I kept going, the reason I seeked help for my depression. Now it feels I hit rock bottom again. It feels Iike 2020 all over again. Feeling hopeless. Feeling like nothing is real. Nothing is worth trusting anymore.
          
          I feel so sorry for Caiti, I’m sorry she had to go through that. I’m sorry that she didn’t get to have the time of her life at vidcon. I support her fully. 
          
          Like I said, Support victims.
          
          I might rebrand this account. Keep the user though. I’m not sure. I’ll take a break from social media from this point until I feel like I’m ready. I hope you all stay safe. Love you guys <3 :(