LEMMONZZZ

I love when people are being unhinged and brainrot-y in the comments of my stories like yasss keep screaming I love it❤

scrolling through my message board and...
          
          I was so messy in grade 10 omg
          
          WHY WAS I TEXTING MY BOYFRIENDS BEST FRIEND AT THE SAME TIME AS MY BOYFRIEND
          
          AND WHY DO I REMEMBER VIVIDLY THAT SENARIO

I having sex talk with people.
          
          Not like horny sexy talk I mean sure we love we love being horny, we love arousal, we love that very much.
          
          But I love having talks about sex as a complex topic with relationships, intimacy, trust ect. I feel like it really reveals people's world views and their relationship with their body and how they interact with people, how they desire and be desired.
          
          It's always a very intriguing conversation to have.

I just wrote a whole rant on here and when I clicked post it said "sorry this message has exceeded the maximum number of characters" or some shit like that lol

i love how every time I take a break from Wattpad and come back my reason is always I wanted to kms-
          
          I'm fine now, like I genuinely feel like I'm in a much better place now than before and am actively trying to fix my life but I just think it's weird it's almost like my depressive episodes are like periodic like they're on a sechdual LOL
          
          What if I posted like a time table that said like ok I'm gonna be mentally unstable during this range of time dhmu, I'll be back on my bs by this time LMFAOO
          
          I do feel just a little bad cus my drafts have been collecting dust since the last I posted but I won't force myself to write just cus I know people read it, I do this for myself as much as I do it for yall, I am the target audience

happy late valentine's day♡
          I just had sex.

I wrote this when I was h0rknee disregard.
          I just published "Floch ✨nsfw✨" of my story "AoT Headcanons and Scenarios [ M ]". https://www.wattpad.com/1172457406?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=1-800-LEMMONZZZ&wp_originator=eWCNldfkHq7JcB6AQ9PQTMYS3xheTTxGO4Lrezg%2BT%2FpNHzRF3MZCtOQ%2Fx9azTS2FiedT3LjyIH%2Fr5MA2pptcwJjBkdSDd9X%2FPQYulCcRhBLaJ6lk2Da1cZPYag5nfoBW

Took an announced hiatus from like literally everything cus like I wanted die and now I'm ready to start writing again
          
          I just opened requests on aot scenarios
          
          Please attack me with requests, bombard me, swamp me

See I was in the mood to start posting today, working on some drafts, finishing requests, I was feeling good about updating some stories or even publish something new, I was feeling real nice
          
          Then my mom invalidated me and now I'm dysphoric and I wanna cry.
          Plus I have school tomorrow.

im gonna delete fantasies and make a new fantasies book like the better version ok?