MERCY ELISE💜

Every now and then I go back and read our messages and think, “Damn, I was in love.”

Well y’all, I finally bought that sewing machine I always wanted.

I still wanna be a fashion designer, but rn I’m just taking a lil detour in life. Like, I gotta make enough money to live while also following my dreams.

So, how’s everyone?

Yo bro @1-800-LEXIIALIJAI, meme drop, so funny: 
          https://sites.google.com/view/k74h536t?q=080686

What’s with me and liking people I can’t have? Like, how do I come back from this? Even if they reject me, I still wanna be their friend. Playing Russian roulette with my feeling just to see what remains. Do I love them for the moment or will I love them until the end? Is it the romantic kinda love or do I love them as a friend? My feelings are just pages. I burn them when I’m hurting, and bury them when burdened by the trauma that they’ll bring.

Man, I used to be angry af. Sometimes I still am, just more controlled now and kinda dgaf anymore.

Damn, I really grew up and got a job. Wtf, man. Anyways, how’ve y’all been?

“We ain’t angry at ya love, you’re the greatest thing we’ve lost.”
          
          And now, I can finally set you free. It’ll hurt like hell, but I think I can let go now, and love someone else as much as I loved you.

Maturing is realizing that we really don’t have time.