What’s with me and liking people I can’t have? Like, how do I come back from this? Even if they reject me, I still wanna be their friend. Playing Russian roulette with my feeling just to see what remains. Do I love them for the moment or will I love them until the end? Is it the romantic kinda love or do I love them as a friend? My feelings are just pages. I burn them when I’m hurting, and bury them when burdened by the trauma that they’ll bring.