
1-800-Wolfstxr
hey...... can I rant for a quick sec? thank you it's honestly kinda not even that big but I just need to know i'm l in the wrong? but like sometimes I feel like I cants tell my friend things. like I one really have one friend okay and I do tell her things but sometimes I feel I can like a certain character and say one of them if my favorite to her. like an example I had this idea for a pjo x slightly epic the musical fic idea and I was asking her to help choose a love interest. her response "as long as it's not my man" ..... one of the options was... like I feel like I can't have fictional crushes on certain characters. even like me thinking Bucky Barnes is attractive feels like I can't even think it cause he's 'her man'

BNCain
@1-800-Wolfstxr, you are completely justified in your feelings. Even if your friend doesn't realize the effect she has on your feelings, it doesn't mean you aren't feeling that. If it's that big of a deal to her, then it's not like she can't also dress as rumi if she wants to as well, but gurl, you would totally kill it as rumi from the vibes im getting. Also, though it may be hard, please don't be ashamed ,even if it's not that bad. becusse gurl, there is only one of you, and you're stuck with that, so learn to love it and grow.
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1-800-Wolfstxr
@BNCain I also feel like the fact that she's an only child may play into that factor yk. i'm literally the oldest of my siblings and have a somewhat age gap between the second oldest so while I may seem energetic and cheer (not that i'm not like that) it's just different when it comes to family too. like more on the character thing Rumi has older sibling vibes (basically confirmed by the creator) and I think it's that part of it I connect with for Rumi but my family obviously doesn't see that as she doesn't see that side of me and she's just thinking on how Runi is an overachiever and it is cause her stress. I see it more on how Rumi is having to be the figure of light for the others girls while hiding a big part of her that she was raised to feel ashamed of which like lowkey how I feel!!!
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1-800-Wolfstxr
@BNCain honestly thank you. I feel like I just needed someone to see my side and let me know that how I was feeling was at least a bit justified. like she is a good friend but some things she's like 'that is mine' you know?? but again thank you!
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