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Dear sister,
22 years. 22 fucking years since you were robbed of your short 8 months life.
Oh, how I wished you were here. That you could doll me up when I want to go out. That I could steal your clothes which you don’t approve of, but I wouldn’t care. That you would be the sister I need oh so hard. I may have never known you but I think of you every single day.
About how life would be if you were here, in arms reach. How different I’d be because of you at my side.
And that’s all I wish for, for you to be by my side. But sadly not all dreams can come true, my beloved sister. Now I can only remember you through your pictures, your videos and your stories, but never my own memories.
I love you.
And I will think of you every single day that I will roam this disgusting and hurtful world. But I guess that’s just how the world works. It ain’t funny, it ain’t pretty, it ain’t sweet. Mama, papa and your brothers will do the same, we promise.
And who knows, perhaps we’ll meet each other one, beautiful day, where we will finally can form the sisterbond I’ve always dreamed about.
But until then I’ll cherish you always.
I love you.
Love,
Your big little sister.