hey! you're a beautiful person! okay byeeee

this account brings me so much nostalgia 
          
          i know that a majority of the accounts following me are inactive
          but if you're here still, please listen
          
          i turned 17 last november
          i used to lie on the internet about my age, always insecure about being groomed or something. it feels weird how i can say my age confidently now. i just started my second semester of junior year. my oldest sister bridget just had a baby, and it has me rethinking my life.
          i dont know what im doing. my mother pressures me all the time about going to college. i lost two friends that meant the world to me, and im still recovering. my best friend wants to move in together after hs, which is great i guess
          i dont have any idea what the future holds. i just didnt see myself living this far, so why would i plan it? i never thought id make it to highschool, and now im almost finished. 
          i keep trying new courses but nothing is really clicking
          im struggling with my classes, my motivational issues are getting worse
          
          im pursuing a court case against my father and older brother for sexual assault. my oldest brother, glen, is a creep and groomed me since before i could even retain memories til 4th grade. i never felt confident enough to tell anyone. that changed last year during the summer.
           i was at my dad's house for visitation. i had a virtual meeting with my therapist... and i just, let loose i guess? a lot of stuff has happened since then. having to meet with case workers, and forensics people was really stressful. i cant even properly work through it with dr patrica because it might "make my testimony worse" or something. im heavily relying on my mom whereas i grew up having to rely on just myself. its a very big change
          im becoming an adult too fast. i hate it i hate it i hate it        but theres nothing i can do
          life hasnt been kind to me   i dont know what i did to deserve it    i dont know what i can do to cope with it
          
          i hope 2025 is better
          i hope i can live til im 18
          i hope
          i hope
          i hope

hi moooooniee, I send you a spark of positivityyyyyy :D

I'm looking through the pictures in my old phone and just found an album labeled "Chairs". i thought to myself "chairs???what do you mean chairs??" and open it up to find...
          
          
          
          
          a couple of cursed photos i made of that one time when my cousin threw a chair off a cruise ship AND I KID YOU NOT IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE THE ACTUAL PICTURES BEING LABELED LIKE THAT I WOULD HAVE ASSUMED I SOMEHOW GOT HOLD OF A PHOTO OF A CHAIR REVOLVING AROUND THE MOON WHAT

someone just asked me what olive garden is and i've never been more disappointed

I take it back

has the following  dilemma stopped finally? .-.

*jaw drops to floor, eyes pop out of sockets accompanied by trumpets, heart beats out of chest, awooga awooga sound effect, pulls chain on train whistle that has appeared next to head as steam blows out, slams fists on table, rattling any plates, bowls or silverware, whistles loudly, fireworks shoot from top of head, pants loudly as tongue hangs out of mouth, wipes comically large bead of sweat from forehead, clears throat, straightens tie, combs hair* Ahem, you look very lovely.

AND ANOTHER THING
          
          DEAR SPAM ANONS
          
          WHY THE HELL DO MOST OF YOUR NAMES HAVE A WORD THAT STARTS WITH S OR C EITHER AT THE BEGINNING OR END OF YOUR USERNAME??? 
          WHAT'S UP WITH THAT, HUH?

Was finally able to put together the leaderboard so far
          Anon Sins: 99
          Anon David Baum: 20
          Anon Candle: 11
          Anon Bugs: 3

So that's a no on choosing your own anon nicknames? Alright, so be it. I guess you won't know who you are and what your place is in the spam moonie contest. Oh well