I posted this on a book as well but I felt to further my reach to my online family I should post it here as well...bare with me I know it's long.
I've been toying with the idea for a while, but I think I should finally stop procrastinating. I'm officially putting this book up for adoption. It was a good two years, but I'm not sure I can continue this story. I feel even if I try, I'll never be happy with it, and I don't want to force myself to do something I'm just not feeling passionate about any more..one of my many new years resolutions was figuring out and maintaining my personal limits Meaning I'm trying to let myself understand that it's ok to not do perfectly. This is my first step in acknowledging that boundary so I really hope you guys can understand.
If anybody wants to take this idea up please just dm so I don't have to worry about people stealing my work. Strangely that happens a lot more than I expected. I will also reply back with the rest of my idea for the plot so there's an easier transition from one writers hands to another's.
I love you guys, and I'm sad to say I think (for now at least) I will be stepping away from writing things for anime because I haven't had the motivation, or time to watch it recently. I've been dealing with lots If things mentally and it's affected my motivation an absurd and frustrating amount. Ive also taken up acting which I am doing a lot more frequently now, so between auditions,, roles, and just lack of motivation I am saying goodbye to my fist ever story.. Thank you to those who are understanding, and to those who don't agree with the decision, well....it's like I always say...that's too bad.