Chapter 6
as I start to walk towards haymitch door I stop just outside for a moment then keep walking. I walk until I get to my door.
that's the closest I've ever been to a girl! and with her being my crush I'm freaking out right now.
I shower and head down to dinner. I dont really pay attention at dinner one because of her, and two because I'm nervous. nervous because of the games nervous because once they start I may never see her again. I'm not afraid to die because I know that I'm strong enough to win. but if I win I won't have her. ilm get home and have to worry about her mother and sister. I know she hunts in the woods to feed her family, and I know Gale does too. but with him feeding his family too and having to work it the mines almost everyday soon they'll starve.
I make a promise to myself that if I win I'll help them. I'll sneak food to them when Prim comes by to look at the cakes and at school. I'll even try to drop it off at there house if I have time.
I think about this as I walk back to my room. it makes me feel a little better. less nervous, less sick to my stomach.