112ozofpudding

coming up on; COFFEE
          	
          	"hey. listen to me. you can fix things with me. you just did." i smiled. "i know i don't know you well anymore, but i know that if anyone can stop doomsday, it's you." i stated. genuinely.
          	
          	(stay tuned!)

112ozofpudding

hey guys, i just wanted to come and explain why i havent been active for a while (again)
          
          i know i kept saying i would update, but then something happened. something being i met someone, and he makes me really really happy. like happier then i've felt for a really long time. i guess i've been distracted or motivated to do other things. i can't promise anything, but i still wanna continue my books because some of them you guys seem to really want me to update. and writing them is super fun and i love posting them for you all. so i can't promise i will, but i can promise that i'll try.
          
          until then, later skaters <3

112ozofpudding

he always sends a goodnight text,
          right before he goes to bed.
          every single night, as if it's his destiny.
          "good night," he says, "have a wonderful rest of your night, and sleep well!"
          
          and in the morning, his text awakens me just in time for my alarm.
          he'll say, "good morning!" and ask what i dreamt about.
          in return, i explain a dream that wasn't mine, wishing i could say "you! i dreamt about you!"
          
          maybe one day he'll reveal that he dreams about me, too.
          
          it's 11:11pm, and still, no "goodnight" text.
          maybe he's just had a busy day.
          i hope he's just had a busy day.
          
          - the little things that matter

112ozofpudding

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i wanna hear what you guys think before i go to the hospital or smth, bc i have no clue wtf is wrong with me or if maybe it's normal and i'm just overreacting, but PLEASE READ AND TELL ME WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE;
          
          for the past month or so, i've been dropping weight even though i eat regularly everyday, only sometimes skipping breakfast to get to school. and a lot of the time, whenever i do eat, it ends in a series of uncontrollable vomitting afterwards. i feel dizzy a lot of the time and weak.
          
          please help me out here, i'm sick and tired of missing so much school and feeling like shit all the time.

112ozofpudding

@Aidanxfives_baby i see, tbh i would honestly talk to a parent or privately with your doctor or something, but if you ever need it, my dms are always open!!
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Lovely_HL

@ fivesdarkroast  im really thin to tho, children at school always say like im to thin and that i should eat more but i can't eat really good and im trying my best to eat more but i keep thin
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112ozofpudding

@Aidanxfives_baby i got in contact w a doctor who said it may be anorexia, she told me to take a quarter of a gravol tab 30 mins before each meal and if it helps my stomach then anorexia is the case apparently. (hope this helps!! just keep in mind that its not the only possibility and i would still get in contact with your doctor if i were you!! hope all goes well)
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112ozofpudding

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hey guys i just wanted to say that, after a while of thinking of a unisex name and debating on whether or not i actually want to change my name, i've finally made up my mind.
          
          i now go by Eden.
          
          Eden Alice fucking Casavant.
          
          k bye love u <3