Dear BonBon (You) I am here to tell you about my day. My day was mostly just doing chores/work. I did laundry, washed the dishes, cleaned the counters, and put the groceries away. My day was going fine ig until my dad came over. Me and my father don't have a good relationship. Something happened between us and that is the reason why he doesn't live with us anymore. Anyways, I felt extremely uncomfortable and awkward but I had to make it look like I was happy to see him and all that. Just so my mother doesn't come and talk to me about my me and my father's relationship once he leaves. After my father left me and my family went to the outlets. I got a new pair of shoes but I also had a bad time there. My brother was acting dumb when we were checking out and clicked the wrong button I got mad and told him that he needs to pay more attention to what he is doing. But ofc I am the one that gets in trouble. My mother yelled at me and said I'm being such a bad kid. She started talking bad about me and I was on the verge of balling my eyes out. After that nothing was going my way. Once we got in the car my mother started to talk bad about me again. We got home, my family was watching a movie while I was upstairs listening to music to calm myself down from everything that happened. Soon it was time to go to bed and so we did. But I can't sleep because the feeling of crying is keeping me awake but I cant seem to get myself to shed a tear.