11ella6
Bye guys
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Just need to post it so I don't forget
11ella6
Okay, tell me why I'm writing a chapter on "heartstopper in the future" right now, and I literally had to go back to the earlier chapters to figure out if Adrian's boyfriend had the name Jack or James....... wtf
11ella6
@Spr_Charlie well, idk if it helps.... but I haven't noticed it, and I really don't think you readers care that much, so you have nothing to worry about,.
11ella6
So my great grandfather died a few weeks ago, and I was just here thinking about how I dealt with it all. And I was making jokes about it and messing around about it, and I'm just like wtf is wrong with me. Like I get that everyone does grief differently and stuff, but joking around with friends that his death ruined my vacation because we had to leave a day later, wtf....
And now for some stupid reason my arms are like burning and it feels like there a scratch there that will only go away if i cut, witch is weird because I haven't cut on my arms, but that's always where the scratch comes. And like I'm really thinking of doing it, but I know people will be able to see it and I'm not ready for another "SH isn't cool" comment from my mom.....
Yeah, I just don't know
Vixia_11411
I'm so sorry about your grandfather but don't do it try to focus on something else and let it pass. I hope you're doing good ❤
thegreendragonnnnn
I am so so so sorry to hear about your grandfather, I also tend to joke a lot about my mums death. But that’s just how I grief. We all grief differently, there’s no right way or wrong way to grief. And maybe joking about makes it feel like he’s trying to get you to not feel so empty. And please please please, don’t SH. I know it’s to be in control but there’s alternatives that can really help, and don’t worry about your mom. She can’t be making those comments and expect nothing from it. She doesn’t understand, but please don’t do it.
11ella6
So you guys remember the English thing I'm doing with my girlfriend about young royals? Yeah we were working on that in class today (we did not work at all) and then another teacher came up to us and asked what we were doing it about and when we told her we were doing it about young royals she was like "oh that's a good show" LIKE WHY DOES ALL OF OUR TEACHERS WATCH IT?! The worst part is that we have to say something along the lines of"when August filmed wille and Simon having an iNtImAtE moment" like I'm going to crack at that.....
11ella6
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I'm starting to think that I should actually listen to the TW people put on their story's/ chapters, like I probably shouldn't read stuff with SH, ED, and SA. Like I know I can't handle it, and that it makes me feel like shit, but still that is one of the tingi read the most....
thegreendragonnnnn
If it makes you uncomfortable then yesss please do listen to them, I’m sure people will understand and won’t feel anything hateful towards you
11ella6
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Tell me why such small things will make me fall head over heels. Like she smiles at me? I will fall down the stairs. A look? I'm falling out the window. She touches me?(not in a dirty way, you pig) brb, I'm falling off the roof.
Like what the fuck is wrong with me?!
thegreendragonnnnn
You’re just in looooooove, haha. But seriously nothing is wrong with you, it’s crazy to realize but a person can have such a positive impact on you and it doesn’t always have to be dirty.
Spr_Charlie
@11ella6 I've never really had a crush and I also was never in a relationship but I think it's pretty normal. There's nothing wrong with you!!
11ella6
Btw guys, new story posted on my heartstopper one-shots!!
Spr_Charlie
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Omg!! I think I just found a way to draw this fucking knitted jumper !!!(yk on my Joe portrait)
Maybe I'll finish the drawing this week and I'll promise you I'll post it!!!
11ella6
Just curious, when does your school start in the morning? (If you still go to school ofcourse)
11ella6
@Vixia_11411 well no matter what you choose, I wish you good luck and I hope you are happy with you decision!!