11ella6

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Idk guys.... idk how do this shit.... idk how I'm supposed to live with these flashbacks, these fears, these thoughts,  or just this wholenthing called life in general...

thegreendragonnnnn

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It’s going to be okay Ella! I promise  you, things get worse before they they better but they always get better.  If you need anyone to talk to I’m here, always and forever. I’ll always be here to support you through these things. Life is fucking hard, it’s not going to be easy. But instead of giving up, we have to learn from our mistakes
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11ella6

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Idk guys.... idk how do this shit.... idk how I'm supposed to live with these flashbacks, these fears, these thoughts,  or just this wholenthing called life in general...

thegreendragonnnnn

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It’s going to be okay Ella! I promise  you, things get worse before they they better but they always get better.  If you need anyone to talk to I’m here, always and forever. I’ll always be here to support you through these things. Life is fucking hard, it’s not going to be easy. But instead of giving up, we have to learn from our mistakes
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11ella6

Idk if it's only me who thinks this.... but i feel like omar rudberg will get controversi/hate sone.... nit because he deserves it, because he haven't done anything wrong.... I just have a feeling that he will get it over something stupid,  idk... what do you guys think?

11ella6

@thegreendragonnnnn yes.. like If I watch omar edits on tiktok the search it gives me is "omar rudberg being disrespectful" and also with him having said that this will be the year off music but he haven't given us anything new people are starting to want the music and like i want it as well and people are making videos about it and I used too like them and stuff but now I feel like they are more rude and demanding......
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thegreendragonnnnn

YESSSS ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY! I feel it too, I’ve been feeling like Omar will get hated on too! Like it’s just a feeling, and I’m scared that it’ll actually be true.
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Spr_Charlie

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Hey Ella, I'm so, so sorry that l ghosted you on Insta!! I just had two mental breakdowns and was spiraling extremely and just sat on my bed for an hour and then I didn't have any energy to answer and then my phone ran out of battery and yeah... I hope you didn't worry too much. I'm truly sorry und I feel like shit that I did this. I love you so much, I'm so sorry

Spr_Charlie

@11ella6  yeah me too..I don't even know what was up with me yesterday night and I don't know what's up with me now..I just got better, why am I getting worse again?!! 
            
            I'm sorry..you shouldn't be the one that has to deal with my problems. Hope your better than I am, see you! <3
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11ella6

@Spr_Charlie well im glad you weren't the reason!!
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Spr_Charlie

@11ella6  I guess...pretty anxious..at least the friend I texted, answered and I was not the reason they seemed off...that's good..
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11ella6

Okay guys.... guess who found their girlfriends perfume at the store.... and sprayed it on their hair tie?
          
          
          
          Yes it's me!!!!!!! 
          
          AGHHHHHHH!!!!

11ella6

@solvfolie133 it's pink...
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11ella6

@solvfolie133 smart isn't it!?
            
            
            But idk which one.... looks and smells the same....? As one off them.... it's not the blue one...
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solvfolie133

@11ella6 what in the actuall cockstroker 3000...
            
            (which one?)
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11ella6

I think i wanna name my child "Mio" like it's adorable.... and with some sort of family name as a middle name.... omg...
          
          I'm not have child now btw!! But like my future child...

11ella6

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@solvfolie133 oh shit... im sorry.... but it is a beautiful name though?
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solvfolie133

@11ella6 NAH THATS THE NAME OF MY OC... GIRL...
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11ella6

@doors200 yes!!! I absolutely live the name!! I saw it written in the dust on a car and just thought "yes, my child will be named that"
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