You know what's the saddest part of growing up? , Well mine is looking back at my old books I wrote 3-2 years ago, Before. I had soo much passion and love into writing this books even though my grammar is horrible and the dialogues make no sense, I at least. Put effort and soul into creating those books, Undertale was my first fandom. I honestly just got to know about it at 2020 in the middle of the pandemic, And I don't think any game out there could give me the same feeling I had with this one. Even Wally Darling couldn't, I was obsessed! With undertale even though I know nothing about it other than the characters and had zero idea about it's lore etc heck I never even played it, Yet I was deeply infatuated. I don't know what undertale has that make me feel that way but as I'm writing this now. I've grown out of that phase, I do still write but I feel like I'm missing that energy I had back then. I don't have the same level of love and passion unlike before. And I totally miss it but I'm scared to go back to that phase cause I get emotional when I try to bring back my love for undertale . Especially when looking back at this books my young self wrote and the interaction I had with people, My first subscriber basically my first supporter who's the reason to why I proceeded to create and the person who pointed out my mistakes, I'm sorry if you have to read this I'm not dying or anything, Haha I just want to share what I'm feeling. But thank you for reading anyways. And to those two people I mention. You guys are the best! You don't know how much you made a big part to my childhood.
- Zane
