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SORRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING THE I DESERVE TO BLEED PARTS! IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOLLLL IM SO SORRYYYYY!!!

YALL I POSTED THE FIRST PART !!!!!(I deserve to bleed) GO CHECK IT OUUTTTTT

THE INFO IS FINALLY POOOSSSTTTEEEEEDDDDDD

I'm going to stop working on my TOH Book and start working on a different book. The book will be called "I Deserve To Bleed | Oc x DMC | If you have time and want to read something new, then I'll finish the info and publish it.

I'm going to be creating a TOH book, the name of it is ScrewLoose For You. I'm starting to work on it. Be aware that this is my first time writing a book that will be getting posted! It's a Hunter X OC, though I'll let you guys know when it's gonna be published! 

Since they don't have pms for chat anymore I wanted to message you here so you know I didn't forget lol 

Okay, so imma describe what depression makes me feel, and NO, I don't care what any F<çker says. This is how I feel and how it affects ME.
                  ~☆What Depression is☆~
          Depression is a mood disorder that causes a persistent feeling of sadness and loss of interest. Also called major depressive disorder or clinical depression, it affects how you feel, think, and behave and can lead to a variety of emotional and physical problems.
                     ~{How it Affects Your Life}~"
           You may have trouble doing normal day-to-day activities, and sometimes you may feel as if life isn't worth living.
                        ~♥︎How It Affects Me♥︎~
          Depression makes me fake a smile, and due to past experiences, I feel as if nobody wants or needs me. Depression also makes me feel as if I'm alone even though I'm in a room full of people. Depression also has made me want to help others and keep them happy, this also makes my depression worse, causing me to gain a new fear, the fear is Autophobia, or monophobia, makes you feel extremely anxious when you’re alone. This fear of being alone can affect your relationships, social life and career. You may also have a fear of abandonment that stems from a traumatic childhood experience, So that's the fear I gained.
          
          
          Just a heads up, I may do shit like this from now on because I feel like I can help inform people what depression does and how it can be stopped, I've had depression since I was 7 and since then it's gotten worse. I hope for anyone that reads this can have a happy life free from this shit. I also don't give a shit how people feel about me doing this. If you don't like it you don't like it.   Also please just know, when I do this I write Alexander at the end because that's my name IRL.
                                     
                                  Thanks for reading,
                                                           -Alexander.

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          Wth am I doing this shit?